Saturday, February 16, 2008

valentines day..?can eat wan ah?

Ok..that previous blog that I’ve uploaded..is so long ago..LOL..first thing first, my bloody router is not working and when im in campus..im lazy to head down to Tiscra or SA..coz no one accompany me..(lol..sound like a lousy excuse?) but anyway…yea…one word for it..LAZY. this semester I don’t have any IT classes anymore…so I don’t have my frenster, facebooking and msn time in my time slot anymore.

Hm..to updated u people…on the first week of Chinese New Year.. my family and I went to Bangkok for a short trip..lol..Gosh…shopping paradise there…lol…now I have enough dresses…summer dresses for the whole yearrr…lol..and its so freakingly cheap. And nice…lol..anyway…its all fashion clothes..so I don’t mind..then now im back and im starting my new sem…more work..more stress..and I’ve gain weight!!!!!! Argh…so much for a holiday…now I need to pick up my momentum in maintaining my weight AND getting my butt back to sports…lazy for basketball dy? Sh*ttttttt….maybe I should swim this sem..lol..On Thursday…! JUST gurls only..lol…I cant ppl looking at my ‘tong minyak’ figure now…T_T its just to embarrassing…LOL

And bout valentine’s day…argh...i don’t know if some of you ever notice that…(sorry for those whom heard my rattling’s even two weeks before valentine’s day…lol..farrah..shi wei…alice…lol…and lots more)

1. things are super expensive when things sold are either PINK or RED..ROSES..FLOWERS..TEDDIES..HEART SHAPE THINGS..CUPIDS..and damn...CHOCOLATES..

okok…im a hypocrite..thank God BLogspot don’t charge my on valentine’s day coz my blog is PINK in colour…ROTFL..okok…im lame..lame//

anyway…yea…things like that are pricey…I don’t want to go out on valentines day because..

1. too many lovey dovey couples roamin around the streets..*shudders
2. annoying ppl trying to get u to buy tripled prices of roses..or flowers or whatsoever..its like “ta cheung” instead of empty handed, u end up with roses..lol…
3. when u eat…(DON’T EVER mess WITH MY APPETITE or food…for that matter..) things like couple set of whatever….argh…driving me insane
4. and ppl giving u stares when ur alone out in a cafĂ© with a gd paperback notebook and ppl think ur being dump or the couple ppl will say to their partners..”oh look at the poor single gurl/guy..are u glad that you have me?”

and this time when they say that..i would imagine myslf..taking a very huge hard cover book that I was reading and then throw it directly at them..right SMACK at their face!!..THEN, then I would retrieve back my book and slowly make my way to where they were sitting (of course they would have ran away by then.. durhhh) to collect “my” expensive chocolates..heheheh… I’m doin them a favour since they would’nt have time eating them anyways(u know wat I mean..wink wink).. plus like my mom always say, “Don’t waste...

ok..my sis edited that (the paragraph above)

valentine's day is so overated nowadays..sigh, guys and gurls..hope that its not only valentine's day that ur relationship be flourish...i pray that it will last forever for all of you.. =)

don’t get me wrong..its just…repulsive for me..and I cant help myslf for being sarcastic…some frens even told me that I was jealous at heart or just felt bitter coz of my previous relationship..i cant just say no..but even this…it may be a grey area for me..maybe unconsciously..i am feeling those that my fren mentioned to me but at the same time I am still a girl..and yes..i stil want sumone who could do all those lil things for me…like by being a gentlemen in everything he do..

its not wrong to feel wanting to be romanced by guys..(yeas..gurls…im talking to you) but in my opinion..its good to keep things realistic..so to cushion the fall..last time..heck,even now..sumtimes I fantasize to much..lil things disappoints me..so I prefer to avoid things by taking things sarcasticly..but now..i wanna make improvements for the sake of my future love life and relationships…LOL..so im taking things slow…Step By Step.. =)

thank you ppl for giving me presents for my birthday..lol...sorry...yi peng...that gift of yours,,,is so useful and beautiful...! muaks,,,! and trish...LOvELY t shirt...!!!LOL,...love it just the same..remind me of u when i wear it...Xp

and..after my birthday..i still receive my present...lol...thanks for the Cookie monster, Maams! love u lots.XOXO..! now i would anytime soon buy cookies..wear my cookie monster t shirt and eat the cookies watching sesame street..LOL =)

and a lil shoutout to Chi Hong..thanks for the gift for valentine's day..it was sweet of you to give me although im abit freak out that u would actually buy sumthin for me..lol..it really comfort me like u do all the time..lol..remind me of u now everytime i go to sleep! *sweat,,,ahahaa although now my bed is not for me to sleep..but my pillows and teddies..lol..

those that i forgot to mention...im so sorry if i forgotten to mention.. Xp

maison..again.

Yesterday, I went clubbing with my SKTS classmates..and there’s so many unexpected things happened.supposingly three gurls supposed to make it..but it didn’t happened..so I end up with 8 guys and one gurl. Yes, me. but thank God, Mel got to make it last minute but even its for a while but I still can chat with her! Xp thanks darl! Had dinner with my mum, sis and wayne’s mum and him. Super full dinner then when back home to change, hock ann came b4 that then we went with wayne’s car. Met Eu jin at shell and everyone’s ready to go. we reach there bout 11pm then got ourselves a table later. So all together was..eu jin, wayne, hock ann, sean, ivan, surenjay, lee, chen and me.

Met two new frens, surenjay’s fren from SAB, lee and chen..haha..they just come here and drink..lol..but after full of booze..chen went wild..lol..sad sad boy with a case of alcohol intolerant…xp dance the whole nite..drink..i drank more than I should but surprisingly im not tipsy that nite..n I saw many things.

Gurls dancing..(if u call it dancing)..guys ‘fishing’..all I did mostly was drink..i drank n drank and my guy frens..(sorry wayne and hock ann) they controlled my drinking…well..thats a gd thing..they will go..”heyhey! pei wern..not too much..!” well..they don’t really understand..or maybe they do if I’ve explained to them..but then again..its not an excuse to drink out of emotion. I was feeling quite emo that nite. Being the only gurls and my guy frens were out ‘fishing’..dont blame them though..afterall they’re guys.While drinking..i was observing the couple opposite me was dancing..more like the gurl was clinging to the guy desperately..lol..she was totally drunk and full of lust..lol..well..the guy caught me looking at them a couple of times..and I did not even advert my gaze when he looked at me..lol..i just stare..coz I mean..that gurl was seriously..desperate..grinding,…and dry humpin that guy..LOL..and I was telling it to chen..even he was turn off by it.lol//

That nite..guys approach me offering ciggies, booze..trying to start a conversation..but later they don’t dare anymore cause my forehead reads..” I’m single but im NOT available..”well that suits me well enough..there’s one guy..he approached me and say “ hey gurl..ur not here to just sit here and drink rite? At least have a ciggie in ur hand..” I looked at him and laugh. He thought I was drunk..i was laughin coz I NEED to have a ciggie…just to look cool? That’s ridiculous..he approached me a few times..then later he got tired.and never did again. That did him good.

Later..me n lee n surenjay hit on the dance floor trying to make use of the time..and to stop me from drinking. It was packed like mad? Sigh..lol..haha.. to be in the mood..my frens surround me while we dance to prevent me from being accidentally molested coz we’re near the dance floor. Until duno what happened..i start dancing with lee and it was…weird..i cant help feeling guilty about sumthin..while his hands were on my waist..sumthin invaded my mind..him. wishing that he was there with me that nite..i thought of him..of all people for Pete’s sake. Clearly lee was not really into me and I was not really into him..cause..i don’t really know him? We’re in a club? We just dance and it was just carnal flesh with boundaries. I kept distance..i didn’t do anything that I regretted..just dance. But,. technically , I am SINGLE, my physical body accept that im actually single and free to do anything with boundaries..but damn..my mind and emotion couldn’t accept that I am indeed SINGLE already. I hate it when it comes to that. I also conveniently check for my fren, chi hong’s on whether he got sms me or not.i got used to him smsing me bout lil stuffs like “take care” and all that..but that nite..haha..none. I guess he’s tired doin that anymore coz sumtimes I take things for granted..im sorry dude..i really appreciate you. I guess I was a lousy fren..arent I?

After everything…bout 2.37am..i went out of the club with suren..i need fresh air!lol…then met sean n chen…outside..lol…chen is clearly drunk. And he puked..twice..hahaahaha…lamer..!lol! Sean with a splitting headache..lol..among them..i was alrite..lol..suren was okey too. Then wait for wayne..and others to come out..waited for ivan the last one..LOL.. we were thinking of leaving him dy..LOL..(noo…jk…don read this then dun wanna take us go teluk gong or bak kut teh!)lol..will drop by to klang and have a Buddy day out! U’ve promise me!!!lol..*_*

But sumthin happened..while we were on our way back home…hock ann lost his wallet..so we went back to take it..but yea..it was not there anymore. It was sad..cheer up hock ann. Im sorry that it happened that way. It was three sumthin..when we head back to maison..and there’s puke everywhere..lol..this one gurl..was so drunk..she couldn’t walk, she was carried away by her boifren or guy fren across the street..sweat..hardcore betul. So me n sean waited outside..then later head back to the car after unfruitful search..before that there’s this drunkard driver driving..thank God..sean was there quick enough to pull me away from the vehicle..it was not a close shave but I really thank God for sean for doin that. And he was always waiting for me. And my guy frens were really sweet asking if my feet hurt from high heels. Haha…sean! Ur a A-list for boyfren material..i’ll advertise you in my blog! No worries..lol.. Xp who else? Wayne yau ma? Surenjay? Hock ann..? I advertise u all..but I want commission!lol..as in MoNey..lol

Wayne…drove just to fast. I’ll hit u again if u drive that fast with me in the car! And im sh*t serious. Anyway..we reach back home road block free..and I reach home at 4.05am. that was it…oh yea..i met Matthew Yeo, and one of EX skts senior and Pess senior and Zhen kai. That’s bout it..my blow to blow account of skts maison gathering..or..a Guy’s nite out at maisons.

Surenjay, and Wayne..a big thank you to u for being my Bodyguards for the nite!lol…and accompanying me everywhere inside maison.(actually…sean and hock ann aso..ur all my lou yaus..LOL..ivan as usual…sesat! fishing until duno how to come back..LOL..eu jin..stop by once in a while.yeayea…chick chick chick. Ronald, tai wern! Come la next time! wanna c ur ‘cat’ face on how u guys act in clubs..seen the rest but not urs! =) Next time…GURLfrens please. You will make my clubbing nites more happening…Mel, Merie, Yi-Peng, Trish..MUAKS.. darls..want to see you all real soon! Better still…go sumwhere else..like bars..if u want alcohol and a place to talk! =) *hints hints…next stop! Strip poker SKTS at Eu jin’s house for CNY!!lol…JK la…but we will crash your place!