been hopping around in friend's blogs today..
i found back some old frens. catching up on what they're doin.
and i found out bout sumthin..sumthin really special.
reaading their blogs is like a one way communication, sumtimes they dont even know that we're reading theirs..and how they felt. its comforting that sum dun even know that im reading it.
lookin back was like.. 'wow, this gurl..we've fought before during primary skool, but how is she doin now in her life?'
but the old devil is back..its a long story.
she the gurl that came to our skool when we're in strd5 i guess. she came into our skool from a private skool to a public skool. students usually label her as a stcuk up gurl just because she's from a private skool. but now i think back..we're kinda silly..coz indeed private n public skool, students just behave differently..and last time, when she tried to fit in..i think everyone gave her a hard time, esp me.
i regretted the things that i've done, last time when i was small..i used to be one of the bright students that excelled in art and english..so as a lil gurl..i was secretly proud of that,,until she came. lol..for the past years since strd 1, when it comes to art classes, ppl would want me to help draw, paint or sculp for them. but after she came, she got all the attention i had once had from my peers. i was not happy. she was acting stuck up and alot of frens followed her. lol..lookin back..it was just plain silly that i was hurt by her. after everything..we had fights and all.
now she just completed her A-lvls and moving on next on her journey called life. she's still talented in ART...and now PHOTOGraphy..everyone's into PHOTOGRAPY now..sigh.
thinkin bout it.. i felt useless.lol..every pics that my frens took as an art give me a stab on the chest..lol *stab stab stab.
*stab= see? ask u too practice more on your skills in photog. useless.
*stab= ppl use D50 aso so damn nice dy the pic, u just waste ur money by buying stupid expensive cameras, for what? for show ar?
*stab= you HAVE no TALENT in photography. ur just as gd as a WIMPY photographer.
uhhh...bleeding...bleeding...
and the truth is people..frens..when ppl knew that i work freelance as a photog. they always wanna see my pics. curious..but the thing is...i am scared to show..but im goin to do sumthin bout it...im goin to challenge myslf to open a pic webbie soon.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
wow. my birthday..lol
this was taken in this webbie: http://www.paulsadowski.com/birthday.asp
4 January 1989
Your date of conception was on or about 13 April 1988 which was a Wednesday.
You were born on a Wednesday
under the astrological sign Capricorn.
Your Life path number is 5.
Your fortune cookie reads:
Your happiness is intertwined with your outlook on life.
Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 9.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 8.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 6, 11 & 22.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2447530.5.
The golden number for 1989 is 14.
The epact number for 1989 is 22.
The year 1989 was not a leap year.
Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/17/1988 and ending 2/5/1989.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Dragon.
Your Native American Zodiac sign is Goose; your plant is Bramble.
You were born in the Egyptian month of Famenoth, the third month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).
Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 27 Tevet 5749.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 28 Tevet 5749.
The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.15.12.6 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 15 tun 12 uinal 6 kin
The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Wednsday, 26 Jumadiyu'l-Avval 1409 (1409-5-26).
The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 26 March 1989.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 30 April 1989.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 8 February 1989.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 14 May 1989.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 21 May 1989.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Saturday, 30 September 1989.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Thursday, 20 April 1989.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 7 February 1989.
As of 7/10/2008 1:26:55 AM EDT
You are 19 years old.
You are 234 months old.
You are 1,018 weeks old.
You are 7,127 days old.
You are 171,049 hours old.
You are 10,262,966 minutes old.
You are 615,778,015 seconds old. (and COUNTING...LOL)
Celebrities who share your birthday:
Michael Stipe (1960) Matt Frewer (1958) Dyan Cannon (1937)
Floyd Patterson (1935) Jesse White (1917) Jane Wyman (1914)
Sterling Holloway (1905) Charles 'Tom Thumb' Stratton (1838) Louis Braille (1809)
Top songs of 1989
Another Day In Paradise by Phil Collins Miss You Much by Janet Jackson
Straight Up by Paula Abdul Right Here Waiting by Richard Marx
Lost In Your Eyes by Debbie Gibson Like a Prayer by Madonna
We Didn't Start the Fire by Billy Joel Two Hearts by Phil Collins
When I See You Smile by Bad English Blame It On the Rain by Milli Vanilli
Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.7894324853229 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)
Your lucky day is Saturday.
Your lucky number is 8.
Your ruling planet(s) is Saturn & Uranus.
Your lucky dates are 8th, 17th, 26th.
Your opposition sign is Cancer.
Your opposition number(s) is 2 & 7.
Today is not one of your lucky days!
There are 178 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 20 candles.
Those 20 candles produce 20 BTUs,
or 5,040 calories of heat (that's only 5.0400 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.29 US ounces of water with that many candles.
Your birthstone is Garnet
The Mystical properties of Garnet
Garnet is used as a power stone
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Emerald, Rose Quartz
Your birth tree is
Fir Tree, the Mysterious
Extraordinary taste, dignity, cultivated airs, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to it,rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious uncontent lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.
The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning crescent.
4 January 1989
Your date of conception was on or about 13 April 1988 which was a Wednesday.
You were born on a Wednesday
under the astrological sign Capricorn.
Your Life path number is 5.
Your fortune cookie reads:
Your happiness is intertwined with your outlook on life.
Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 9.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 8.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 6, 11 & 22.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2447530.5.
The golden number for 1989 is 14.
The epact number for 1989 is 22.
The year 1989 was not a leap year.
Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/17/1988 and ending 2/5/1989.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Dragon.
Your Native American Zodiac sign is Goose; your plant is Bramble.
You were born in the Egyptian month of Famenoth, the third month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).
Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 27 Tevet 5749.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 28 Tevet 5749.
The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.15.12.6 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 15 tun 12 uinal 6 kin
The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Wednsday, 26 Jumadiyu'l-Avval 1409 (1409-5-26).
The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 26 March 1989.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 30 April 1989.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 8 February 1989.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 14 May 1989.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 21 May 1989.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Saturday, 30 September 1989.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Thursday, 20 April 1989.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 7 February 1989.
As of 7/10/2008 1:26:55 AM EDT
You are 19 years old.
You are 234 months old.
You are 1,018 weeks old.
You are 7,127 days old.
You are 171,049 hours old.
You are 10,262,966 minutes old.
You are 615,778,015 seconds old. (and COUNTING...LOL)
Celebrities who share your birthday:
Michael Stipe (1960) Matt Frewer (1958) Dyan Cannon (1937)
Floyd Patterson (1935) Jesse White (1917) Jane Wyman (1914)
Sterling Holloway (1905) Charles 'Tom Thumb' Stratton (1838) Louis Braille (1809)
Top songs of 1989
Another Day In Paradise by Phil Collins Miss You Much by Janet Jackson
Straight Up by Paula Abdul Right Here Waiting by Richard Marx
Lost In Your Eyes by Debbie Gibson Like a Prayer by Madonna
We Didn't Start the Fire by Billy Joel Two Hearts by Phil Collins
When I See You Smile by Bad English Blame It On the Rain by Milli Vanilli
Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.7894324853229 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)
Your lucky day is Saturday.
Your lucky number is 8.
Your ruling planet(s) is Saturn & Uranus.
Your lucky dates are 8th, 17th, 26th.
Your opposition sign is Cancer.
Your opposition number(s) is 2 & 7.
Today is not one of your lucky days!
There are 178 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 20 candles.
Those 20 candles produce 20 BTUs,
or 5,040 calories of heat (that's only 5.0400 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.29 US ounces of water with that many candles.
Your birthstone is Garnet
The Mystical properties of Garnet
Garnet is used as a power stone
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Emerald, Rose Quartz
Your birth tree is
Fir Tree, the Mysterious
Extraordinary taste, dignity, cultivated airs, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to it,rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious uncontent lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.
The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning crescent.
hmm..sumthin to think about.
i'm staring that the blank computer screen, thinking of what to write for my next blog..
i'm still in aust, still in the same house. in the same study room..staring..until i saw a book that caught my eye. It's purple in colour (sweat, coincidently la..lol) and the title was the one that caught my eye. it wrote..
"The FIve Love Languages by Gary Chapman."
few years ago, i've attended this conference for young ppl in kl. and yea, they did mention this but i kinda forgotten the contents and what five love languages it is. nop..its not languages like bahasa malaysia or chinese...laaa...but its more to..
1.words of affirmation
2.quality time
3.receiving gifts
4.acts of service
5.physical touch
hm..words of affirmation.
its true..giving honest compliments to your partners work really well...guys gurls...not always 'i love you''s the only word for u couples to use u know. appreciate your partners with good compliments. ok..i am a gifted procrastinator..lol. while reading a few pages, i've been 'ouch' here and there coz i've read bits bout things that i should have done and not done. its interesting to know about all this..but what im worried about, what about the other person in your life? does he know? i just duno how to share it. frens i could and i would but,for that special person, i just duno how to start.
sumtimes i'm so afraid of falling in love? coz being 'in love' is like sitting on CLOUD 9 then after a few months or years, you will find out that in reality, ur at the (sumtimes) in the bottomless pit? i.e Hell? lol..hope that it wont happened to anybody. so i tend to prepare for the worst. getting into fights earlier, testing waters, i.e testing the limit..but it was faulty. know why? coz the other person might be 'in love' too.so the limit that he gave is not real. i.e everything goes as long as u love me ( im not dissing anyone esp BAck street boys ya) =P but yea..that song kinda reminds me that love just been too sugary coated all this while.
im afraid that i cant cope with the post 'in love' thing u know? i hope ppl would understand me bout this confusing rattling about love. if not it'll be senseless rumblings and mumblings. i havent read the few more chapters.. so the others i cant really tell you much, but i think this book would really help couples to cope but the most important thing is.. both would get a good understanding of the book. then we'll be talking bout the same language, or frequency in that manner.
i've talked bout this with a fren, and she said that its good to understand all the five languages of love but u have to remember that not all are speaking the same ammount of those five. for example, Lily needs more on acts of service compared to her boyfren, Fred who needs more of the words of affirmation. everybody have different wants and needs..so its all back to give and take. hmm..sounds complicatingly simple, isn't it?
i'm still in aust, still in the same house. in the same study room..staring..until i saw a book that caught my eye. It's purple in colour (sweat, coincidently la..lol) and the title was the one that caught my eye. it wrote..
"The FIve Love Languages by Gary Chapman."
few years ago, i've attended this conference for young ppl in kl. and yea, they did mention this but i kinda forgotten the contents and what five love languages it is. nop..its not languages like bahasa malaysia or chinese...laaa...but its more to..
1.words of affirmation
2.quality time
3.receiving gifts
4.acts of service
5.physical touch
hm..words of affirmation.
its true..giving honest compliments to your partners work really well...guys gurls...not always 'i love you''s the only word for u couples to use u know. appreciate your partners with good compliments. ok..i am a gifted procrastinator..lol. while reading a few pages, i've been 'ouch' here and there coz i've read bits bout things that i should have done and not done. its interesting to know about all this..but what im worried about, what about the other person in your life? does he know? i just duno how to share it. frens i could and i would but,for that special person, i just duno how to start.
sumtimes i'm so afraid of falling in love? coz being 'in love' is like sitting on CLOUD 9 then after a few months or years, you will find out that in reality, ur at the (sumtimes) in the bottomless pit? i.e Hell? lol..hope that it wont happened to anybody. so i tend to prepare for the worst. getting into fights earlier, testing waters, i.e testing the limit..but it was faulty. know why? coz the other person might be 'in love' too.so the limit that he gave is not real. i.e everything goes as long as u love me ( im not dissing anyone esp BAck street boys ya) =P but yea..that song kinda reminds me that love just been too sugary coated all this while.
im afraid that i cant cope with the post 'in love' thing u know? i hope ppl would understand me bout this confusing rattling about love. if not it'll be senseless rumblings and mumblings. i havent read the few more chapters.. so the others i cant really tell you much, but i think this book would really help couples to cope but the most important thing is.. both would get a good understanding of the book. then we'll be talking bout the same language, or frequency in that manner.
i've talked bout this with a fren, and she said that its good to understand all the five languages of love but u have to remember that not all are speaking the same ammount of those five. for example, Lily needs more on acts of service compared to her boyfren, Fred who needs more of the words of affirmation. everybody have different wants and needs..so its all back to give and take. hmm..sounds complicatingly simple, isn't it?
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
shucks. depress laaaa....
shit la..after reading so many of people's blog..i've found out that im such a LOSER weh..lol
my blog skin cacat
my contents fai wan
im jobless..LOL in the meantime la..
aaaa....i think im goin craaazzzyy...
i nvr worked in the field that im studying la...how how? no experience...lol..lame lame * knocks head on the wall.
and results..dont ask me. it sucks so much.arghhhhh...KUSOOOOOOO~
resolutions:
1. no being lazy.
2. study at least 2 hrs a day. 5 times a week.
3. do maths! practise acc! >_<
4. practice my drums and guitar. yesh..mun yee's killin me.
5. exerciseeeeeeeeee....YOU FAT PIG!
yea...procrastinating.
*huhuhu ... T_T (huddle in the corner)
my blog skin cacat
my contents fai wan
im jobless..LOL in the meantime la..
aaaa....i think im goin craaazzzyy...
i nvr worked in the field that im studying la...how how? no experience...lol..lame lame * knocks head on the wall.
and results..dont ask me. it sucks so much.arghhhhh...KUSOOOOOOO~
resolutions:
1. no being lazy.
2. study at least 2 hrs a day. 5 times a week.
3. do maths! practise acc! >_<
4. practice my drums and guitar. yesh..mun yee's killin me.
5. exerciseeeeeeeeee....YOU FAT PIG!
yea...procrastinating.
*huhuhu ... T_T (huddle in the corner)
hmm..old bimbo?lol
heyheyhey..
just realize..after re-reading my blog..i felt. if ppl dont know me..they'll think of me as a bimbo..! lol
note: for those dont know what's a bimbo..i'll search for you..lol read more below the definition of a bimbo. =)
"Bimbo is a term that emerged in popular English language usage in the early 20th Century to describe an often attractive, yet unintelligent woman. The usage of this term began in the United States as early as 1919" (wikipedia, 2008)
well..the attractiveness din count la i guess.lol///
anyway..the reason that i type this was.. because my blog is pink..(*hinting ppl hhhu are extremely free, help me changeeeee...??? )lol
and my posts..mostly are tags and all..no real substance..lol
true..i love collecting bimbo stuffs now..lol// bikinis and all..lol
just figured out that i only can wear until the age of 25 i guess...so better wear it now..lol..
sigh..still in melbourne now..i'll be coming back on the 12th july, afternoon flight..so reach back kl around nite time. i think i've just bought the whole candy shop..! hahaha..so many things to do when i come back..so many ppl i nid to meet up..waaaa...so exciting and tiring just thinking about it.. =) cu all soon!
just realize..after re-reading my blog..i felt. if ppl dont know me..they'll think of me as a bimbo..! lol
note: for those dont know what's a bimbo..i'll search for you..lol read more below the definition of a bimbo. =)
"Bimbo is a term that emerged in popular English language usage in the early 20th Century to describe an often attractive, yet unintelligent woman. The usage of this term began in the United States as early as 1919" (wikipedia, 2008)
well..the attractiveness din count la i guess.lol///
anyway..the reason that i type this was.. because my blog is pink..(*hinting ppl hhhu are extremely free, help me changeeeee...??? )lol
and my posts..mostly are tags and all..no real substance..lol
true..i love collecting bimbo stuffs now..lol// bikinis and all..lol
just figured out that i only can wear until the age of 25 i guess...so better wear it now..lol..
sigh..still in melbourne now..i'll be coming back on the 12th july, afternoon flight..so reach back kl around nite time. i think i've just bought the whole candy shop..! hahaha..so many things to do when i come back..so many ppl i nid to meet up..waaaa...so exciting and tiring just thinking about it.. =) cu all soon!
tagss.
TAG No. 1
List eight (8) random facts about yourself. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names. Let them know they have been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.
1. i love to take pics but i hate to dwnload n upload them..lol
2. i have a thing for candies..and love candy shopping!
3. i play the piano, guitar and suck in drums.
4. i love choco chip cookies! famous amos...soft cookies! =)
5. i love to drive aimlessly.
6. i have a thing for bikinis..i collect them..just bought one today...so happy! X)
7. i have no patience for ppl hu think they can do everything.( when the fact is they dont)
8. i love to eat..=)
TAG No. 2
8 things I am passionate about:
1. God..not trying to be holy, coz i cant. but im still working to be gd.
2. ART! artworks of ppl..artists!
3. Children..they're our future. =)
4. frens.
5. fashion?
6. food!
7. books..
8 things I say too often:
1. whatever-laa..
2. kuso..! dont ask me the meaing..lol/ wont tell.
3. so cold..( in aust oni la..during winter..LOL)
4. pretty! ( if i saw sumthin i like!)
5. buy-la! ( went i go shopping and i saw sumthin i like =P)
6. shucks.. (sumthin unpredictable happened)
7. bugger..
8. hai ya..*sighing ( typical msian ya? lol)
8 books I’ve read recently:
1. the bonesetter daugther by amy tan
2. the other boleyn girl by phillpia gregory..nice!
3. the constant princess by phillipia gregory..super nice..lol
8 songs I could listen to over and over again FOR THE MOMENT
1. all the worship songs by hillsong =)
2. No Air - Chris Brown and Jordin Sparks
3. With You - Chris Brown
4. Take a Bow - Rihanna
5. Dont speak- NO doubt (haha..damn long dy this song..but its my fave =))
6. Jay chou's first album..all the songs..!lool
7. American Boy - Estelle feat. Kanye West
8. Angel- sarah mc-sumthin..lol..its super nice.
hm..very random ya?
TAG No.3
Would you go out with you? State the reasons why you would, and why you wouldn't, and then come to a conclusion at the end.
i would go out with myslf went im in the mood for shopping or book hunting or out to do sumthin crazy..lol..coz i noe i will enjoy..lol
I'm tagging:
jonan, edmund, jhen, alice, jezamine, aaron, swee loo, li ching!
List eight (8) random facts about yourself. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names. Let them know they have been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.
1. i love to take pics but i hate to dwnload n upload them..lol
2. i have a thing for candies..and love candy shopping!
3. i play the piano, guitar and suck in drums.
4. i love choco chip cookies! famous amos...soft cookies! =)
5. i love to drive aimlessly.
6. i have a thing for bikinis..i collect them..just bought one today...so happy! X)
7. i have no patience for ppl hu think they can do everything.( when the fact is they dont)
8. i love to eat..=)
TAG No. 2
8 things I am passionate about:
1. God..not trying to be holy, coz i cant. but im still working to be gd.
2. ART! artworks of ppl..artists!
3. Children..they're our future. =)
4. frens.
5. fashion?
6. food!
7. books..
8 things I say too often:
1. whatever-laa..
2. kuso..! dont ask me the meaing..lol/ wont tell.
3. so cold..( in aust oni la..during winter..LOL)
4. pretty! ( if i saw sumthin i like!)
5. buy-la! ( went i go shopping and i saw sumthin i like =P)
6. shucks.. (sumthin unpredictable happened)
7. bugger..
8. hai ya..*sighing ( typical msian ya? lol)
8 books I’ve read recently:
1. the bonesetter daugther by amy tan
2. the other boleyn girl by phillpia gregory..nice!
3. the constant princess by phillipia gregory..super nice..lol
8 songs I could listen to over and over again FOR THE MOMENT
1. all the worship songs by hillsong =)
2. No Air - Chris Brown and Jordin Sparks
3. With You - Chris Brown
4. Take a Bow - Rihanna
5. Dont speak- NO doubt (haha..damn long dy this song..but its my fave =))
6. Jay chou's first album..all the songs..!lool
7. American Boy - Estelle feat. Kanye West
8. Angel- sarah mc-sumthin..lol..its super nice.
hm..very random ya?
TAG No.3
Would you go out with you? State the reasons why you would, and why you wouldn't, and then come to a conclusion at the end.
i would go out with myslf went im in the mood for shopping or book hunting or out to do sumthin crazy..lol..coz i noe i will enjoy..lol
I'm tagging:
jonan, edmund, jhen, alice, jezamine, aaron, swee loo, li ching!
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