hahaha..im so lazy...lazy to update..today im happy..so din really wanna talk much aso..
when im emo..i would write alot..but...hahaha..just to update..im heading off to aussie on 28th june and back after 2 weeks..take care everyone..hope u have a fine summer break!..those having exams..ganbatte...hope to c u all soon..! cheers.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Thursday, May 15, 2008
ending feeling: rejection.
hahahaha...(laughing miserably)
its the end of the semester, last of foundation.
things come n go, but i never expect frens to become the 'things' that come n go.
part of it because everone is busy and drifting away, part of it because of different groups that we're assigned to in semester 1, part of it because of me of my lousy attitude. part of it because of misunderstanding & miscommunication, part of it because of stupid assignments, part of it because of cliques.
but it's ending soon, good or bad, its ending soon.
to all my frens and once were frens, i will forever cherish all of u even though i dont seem like doin so.
for some of those that i did not spend time with, im sorry. for those that i've offended and angered, i'm sorry for doin so. it may have been the moment. i may not say that it's entirely their fault, neither is mine Entirely. for some that i have dissapointed, which i noe maybe alot, i guess apologising is just a minor words and cant be use to be forgiven.
to the people that had read my blog, ur shown my blogs to people that i wrote about, i am sorry for u to read it, because this blog serve only as a purpose for me to express myslf, not to directly let u read and making u feel angry about it. i will not redraw my blog posts as it is my freedom to do so. if u want to read it, i cant stop you. but for everybody's information, its just an expression. after writing it. i nvr really drag that feelings already.
as for other frens that suddenly became cold and far, i duno what happened if u dont say. if i offended you, please confront me, dont go behind my back and tell tales about me. its so tired, running around in circles and tell everone. if u want it to stop, find me n tell me so i can better imporve myslf in the future.
i am very very tired of all this secondary mindless, immature childish games, where ppl avoid you because of rumours. i guess people just grow up physically, many are still stuck in middle school mindsets of befriending who and not. tired, so tired.
like i've told alice, i wish i were to be alone, so that people would not be hurt by me and vice versa.
why do i exist? i cant kill myslf coz, it not nature would want it to be. it must be a reason that im here, but im yet to find out why.
so im stuck here like a seaweed floating in the sea.
Passion, what is it?
Love, do i have it in me?
am i capable to love?
Drifting like a wind, moving like a passing shadow,
to the place i do not know.
i dont know how long i could take it..
its the end of the semester, last of foundation.
things come n go, but i never expect frens to become the 'things' that come n go.
part of it because everone is busy and drifting away, part of it because of different groups that we're assigned to in semester 1, part of it because of me of my lousy attitude. part of it because of misunderstanding & miscommunication, part of it because of stupid assignments, part of it because of cliques.
but it's ending soon, good or bad, its ending soon.
to all my frens and once were frens, i will forever cherish all of u even though i dont seem like doin so.
for some of those that i did not spend time with, im sorry. for those that i've offended and angered, i'm sorry for doin so. it may have been the moment. i may not say that it's entirely their fault, neither is mine Entirely. for some that i have dissapointed, which i noe maybe alot, i guess apologising is just a minor words and cant be use to be forgiven.
to the people that had read my blog, ur shown my blogs to people that i wrote about, i am sorry for u to read it, because this blog serve only as a purpose for me to express myslf, not to directly let u read and making u feel angry about it. i will not redraw my blog posts as it is my freedom to do so. if u want to read it, i cant stop you. but for everybody's information, its just an expression. after writing it. i nvr really drag that feelings already.
as for other frens that suddenly became cold and far, i duno what happened if u dont say. if i offended you, please confront me, dont go behind my back and tell tales about me. its so tired, running around in circles and tell everone. if u want it to stop, find me n tell me so i can better imporve myslf in the future.
i am very very tired of all this secondary mindless, immature childish games, where ppl avoid you because of rumours. i guess people just grow up physically, many are still stuck in middle school mindsets of befriending who and not. tired, so tired.
like i've told alice, i wish i were to be alone, so that people would not be hurt by me and vice versa.
why do i exist? i cant kill myslf coz, it not nature would want it to be. it must be a reason that im here, but im yet to find out why.
so im stuck here like a seaweed floating in the sea.
Passion, what is it?
Love, do i have it in me?
am i capable to love?
Drifting like a wind, moving like a passing shadow,
to the place i do not know.
i dont know how long i could take it..
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
tagged.
Instructions:
Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
Jesus..coz He's the perfect one..lol..He is the only one that wont dissapoint you..
2. Have you given your first kiss away?
yesh.
3. What can you see yourself in the next five years?
hm,,.then i'll be 23 yrs old..yes? haha..erm..working and working..LOL its all about the money money money..! actually..not sure..hope to take another course or go travel..lol before i start work.
4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
anywhere with beaches..with my close frens..lol
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
that everyone would know the truth..and the truth shall set you free..not to mention one way ticket to heaven!amen to that..!
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yesh..and its one of the most beautiful things that would only last for minutes..enjoy while u can.
7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
my freaking mind
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
INVEST!..so i'll make more millions...wakakkaakka...snort snort..
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
depends.
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
crazy, loud and sarcastic..hmm..sound like me ya?
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
currently..improve on ur english..lol..i will help you...! erm..nothing else..LOL
12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
backstabbers. think ur ninja ah...? i prefer samurai..more honourable..they stab u in the front..LOL
13. What is your ambition?
to be a ambassador of Christ..to be a mentor to sumbody in my life.
14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
hurl it rite to my face..but please..politely..lol..i rather them tell me properly.i would not suggest them to not tell me coz then i duno what my mistakes were.
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my walk with God.
16. Describe yourself. 3pros and 3 cons:
pros: creative/sumtimes..frenly, i think.. uh...cant figure out the next one
cons; to dominant, sumtimes, lazy, and not likable.( face problem..LOL)
17. Are you a pessimist?
the half empty or the half full? the half empty one.
18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
temperment.
19. Is there anything that u have done which u regret?
plenty...but He's mercy is new every morning.
20. What makes you different?
what makes you different, makes you beautiful. everyone is different in their own special way. i dont know..only other ppl would c you in that way.
Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
Jesus..coz He's the perfect one..lol..He is the only one that wont dissapoint you..
2. Have you given your first kiss away?
yesh.
3. What can you see yourself in the next five years?
hm,,.then i'll be 23 yrs old..yes? haha..erm..working and working..LOL its all about the money money money..! actually..not sure..hope to take another course or go travel..lol before i start work.
4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
anywhere with beaches..with my close frens..lol
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
that everyone would know the truth..and the truth shall set you free..not to mention one way ticket to heaven!amen to that..!
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yesh..and its one of the most beautiful things that would only last for minutes..enjoy while u can.
7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
my freaking mind
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
INVEST!..so i'll make more millions...wakakkaakka...snort snort..
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
depends.
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
crazy, loud and sarcastic..hmm..sound like me ya?
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
currently..improve on ur english..lol..i will help you...! erm..nothing else..LOL
12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
backstabbers. think ur ninja ah...? i prefer samurai..more honourable..they stab u in the front..LOL
13. What is your ambition?
to be a ambassador of Christ..to be a mentor to sumbody in my life.
14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
hurl it rite to my face..but please..politely..lol..i rather them tell me properly.i would not suggest them to not tell me coz then i duno what my mistakes were.
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my walk with God.
16. Describe yourself. 3pros and 3 cons:
pros: creative/sumtimes..frenly, i think.. uh...cant figure out the next one
cons; to dominant, sumtimes, lazy, and not likable.( face problem..LOL)
17. Are you a pessimist?
the half empty or the half full? the half empty one.
18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
temperment.
19. Is there anything that u have done which u regret?
plenty...but He's mercy is new every morning.
20. What makes you different?
what makes you different, makes you beautiful. everyone is different in their own special way. i dont know..only other ppl would c you in that way.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Broken to be built new.
I know I still can take it all in. I know my God would not give me something that I could not handle. I have faith in Him as He is my strength. I will continue to go on. I felt honoured because of He gave me all this trials because He knows I could do it. And I will. I did show my emotions, I cried. It was expressions of grieve, but I shall not grieve for long. For I will wait for the day when God raise me up like an eagle again and then I shall soar with Him.
Psalms 7
O Lord my God, I take refuge in You;
Save and deliver me from all who pursue me,
Or they will tear me like a lion
And rip me to pieces with no one to rescue me.
Psalms 4:1-3
Answer me when I call to You,
O my righteous God.
Give me relieve from my distress;
Be merciful to me and hear my prayer.
How long, O men, will you turn my glory to shame?
How long will you love delusions and seek false gods?
Know that the Lord has set apart the godly for Himself;
The Lord will hear when I call to Him.
Psalms 4:8
I will lie down and sleep in peace,
For You alone, O Lord,
Make me dwell in safety.
Psalms 7
O Lord my God, I take refuge in You;
Save and deliver me from all who pursue me,
Or they will tear me like a lion
And rip me to pieces with no one to rescue me.
Psalms 4:1-3
Answer me when I call to You,
O my righteous God.
Give me relieve from my distress;
Be merciful to me and hear my prayer.
How long, O men, will you turn my glory to shame?
How long will you love delusions and seek false gods?
Know that the Lord has set apart the godly for Himself;
The Lord will hear when I call to Him.
Psalms 4:8
I will lie down and sleep in peace,
For You alone, O Lord,
Make me dwell in safety.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
TAGsssss.....
hmm..i got tagged.. Xp since its been long i've blog..so now im adding a few extras...>_<
1. What's your favorite anime at the present time?
Currently not watching any..dun even have time for sleep..LOL
2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?
The ability to be totally myself.lol...uhh...erm..see visions?
3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
hm...jezamine,rach l, and jhen?lol...can eat her when its time..lol...
4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
heaven, to see my king. lol...on earth ar?..bora bora island,bethlehem,ireland
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
happinesss to everyone.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
everytime =)
7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
myself.
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
INVEST!..lol..then i have many more..
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him?
hmm...*smiling
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
Sweet, fun, wild..~*grr..lol
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
MANY..wahahaha...list down would be an essay dy. XP or refer to my 1st few blogs...*hint
12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
people whom are extremely selfish...hypocrites. extreme ones.
13. What is your ambition?
sumthing that do with design, people and money...!lol..INFLOW of money..=P
14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
See who's the ppl...
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
i duno wor..
16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
YESHHHHHHHHHH>..and proud of it...coz..im a smart consumer...=P wakkakkaakaak
17. What musical instrument do you like the most now?
pianoooo, guitar.....alll la...flute...gu zheng...
18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
my temper..most of u would know...>_<
19. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?
OF course...i regret doin this thing...LOL...im losing precious time to DOTA.
20. Do you love your life at the moment?
no...i wish to have more sleep...lol
21. I tag : CHan CHI HONg
WOO SHI WEIIIIIIIIIIIIIII...
ALIce in LALALAnd...
Jhen...
Swee LOOOOO..my dearest sonnnnn...where ar u ar?
(to be continue.....NOW I GO DOOOOTAAAAAAAA.....!)
Name five frens: 1. chan chi hong
2. woo shi wei
3. trisha
4. rachel law
5. yap jin yu
1. WHO IS NO.3 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?~*
She's single =) and happy...if u want her num..tell me but need to go for interview from meeeee~ Xp
2. WHO IS NO.5 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?~*
single...~ my my lots of single frens i have.
3. IF NO.3 AND NO.2 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?~*
Oh no...they're not lesbians!
4. WHAT ABOUT NO.4 AND NO.5?~*
hahaha...that would be a VERY weird combination...besides, No4 is HAPPILY 'married'
6. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WIT NO.5?~*
erm...a week ago?
7. DOES NO.4 WORK?~*
yeap..
8. DO YOU HAVE ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?~*
nop
9. WILL U BE WITH NO.1?~*
depends...LOL...=)
10. HOW ABOUT NO.5?~*
nope. he's my uncle..LOL...no la...he's a very gd fren of mine =) almost like a brother.
11. DOES NO.2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?~*
yesh, a older sister
12. HOW DID U GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.2 AND NO.4?~*
no 2 at uni, no 4 at secondary skool.
13. WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?~*
sumwhere in my...?
14. HOW DID U GET TO KNOW NO.2?~*
i met her when i started my sem in uni, she's my flatmate.
15. IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?~*
OMG..LOL...uh...no comment..LOL
1. What's your favorite anime at the present time?
Currently not watching any..dun even have time for sleep..LOL
2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?
The ability to be totally myself.lol...uhh...erm..see visions?
3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
hm...jezamine,rach l, and jhen?lol...can eat her when its time..lol...
4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
heaven, to see my king. lol...on earth ar?..bora bora island,bethlehem,ireland
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
happinesss to everyone.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
everytime =)
7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
myself.
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
INVEST!..lol..then i have many more..
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him?
hmm...*smiling
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
Sweet, fun, wild..~*grr..lol
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
MANY..wahahaha...list down would be an essay dy. XP or refer to my 1st few blogs...*hint
12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
people whom are extremely selfish...hypocrites. extreme ones.
13. What is your ambition?
sumthing that do with design, people and money...!lol..INFLOW of money..=P
14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
See who's the ppl...
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
i duno wor..
16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
YESHHHHHHHHHH>..and proud of it...coz..im a smart consumer...=P wakkakkaakaak
17. What musical instrument do you like the most now?
pianoooo, guitar.....alll la...flute...gu zheng...
18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
my temper..most of u would know...>_<
19. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?
OF course...i regret doin this thing...LOL...im losing precious time to DOTA.
20. Do you love your life at the moment?
no...i wish to have more sleep...lol
21. I tag : CHan CHI HONg
WOO SHI WEIIIIIIIIIIIIIII...
ALIce in LALALAnd...
Jhen...
Swee LOOOOO..my dearest sonnnnn...where ar u ar?
(to be continue.....NOW I GO DOOOOTAAAAAAAA.....!)
Name five frens: 1. chan chi hong
2. woo shi wei
3. trisha
4. rachel law
5. yap jin yu
1. WHO IS NO.3 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?~*
She's single =) and happy...if u want her num..tell me but need to go for interview from meeeee~ Xp
2. WHO IS NO.5 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?~*
single...~ my my lots of single frens i have.
3. IF NO.3 AND NO.2 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?~*
Oh no...they're not lesbians!
4. WHAT ABOUT NO.4 AND NO.5?~*
hahaha...that would be a VERY weird combination...besides, No4 is HAPPILY 'married'
6. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WIT NO.5?~*
erm...a week ago?
7. DOES NO.4 WORK?~*
yeap..
8. DO YOU HAVE ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?~*
nop
9. WILL U BE WITH NO.1?~*
depends...LOL...=)
10. HOW ABOUT NO.5?~*
nope. he's my uncle..LOL...no la...he's a very gd fren of mine =) almost like a brother.
11. DOES NO.2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?~*
yesh, a older sister
12. HOW DID U GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.2 AND NO.4?~*
no 2 at uni, no 4 at secondary skool.
13. WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?~*
sumwhere in my...?
14. HOW DID U GET TO KNOW NO.2?~*
i met her when i started my sem in uni, she's my flatmate.
15. IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?~*
OMG..LOL...uh...no comment..LOL
Thursday, April 3, 2008
True.
Oh, what a child she is,
Power and deceit she does not know,
She knows that she's on God's list,
She never let Him go.
A girl to lady she become,
Temptations starts to come,
Taunting her,
Mocking her.
Time when she left him then,
She did not know,
But what cruel consequences are,
What was fake become so real,
What was real became fake.
Veils of lies and deceit,
Covered her, unable to discern,
Too sad,
Too ashamed to turn back.
God never left her,
Never once,
Watching her from heaven above,
When she cried, He cried,
When she laugh, He laughs,
He is in her,
As she was with him.
One day,
Like the prodigal son,
She came back to Him,
Broken she was no more,
But forever remain in Him,
A new Creation.
Power and deceit she does not know,
She knows that she's on God's list,
She never let Him go.
A girl to lady she become,
Temptations starts to come,
Taunting her,
Mocking her.
Time when she left him then,
She did not know,
But what cruel consequences are,
What was fake become so real,
What was real became fake.
Veils of lies and deceit,
Covered her, unable to discern,
Too sad,
Too ashamed to turn back.
God never left her,
Never once,
Watching her from heaven above,
When she cried, He cried,
When she laugh, He laughs,
He is in her,
As she was with him.
One day,
Like the prodigal son,
She came back to Him,
Broken she was no more,
But forever remain in Him,
A new Creation.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
valentines day..?can eat wan ah?
Ok..that previous blog that I’ve uploaded..is so long ago..LOL..first thing first, my bloody router is not working and when im in campus..im lazy to head down to Tiscra or SA..coz no one accompany me..(lol..sound like a lousy excuse?) but anyway…yea…one word for it..LAZY. this semester I don’t have any IT classes anymore…so I don’t have my frenster, facebooking and msn time in my time slot anymore.
Hm..to updated u people…on the first week of Chinese New Year.. my family and I went to Bangkok for a short trip..lol..Gosh…shopping paradise there…lol…now I have enough dresses…summer dresses for the whole yearrr…lol..and its so freakingly cheap. And nice…lol..anyway…its all fashion clothes..so I don’t mind..then now im back and im starting my new sem…more work..more stress..and I’ve gain weight!!!!!! Argh…so much for a holiday…now I need to pick up my momentum in maintaining my weight AND getting my butt back to sports…lazy for basketball dy? Sh*ttttttt….maybe I should swim this sem..lol..On Thursday…! JUST gurls only..lol…I cant ppl looking at my ‘tong minyak’ figure now…T_T its just to embarrassing…LOL
And bout valentine’s day…argh...i don’t know if some of you ever notice that…(sorry for those whom heard my rattling’s even two weeks before valentine’s day…lol..farrah..shi wei…alice…lol…and lots more)
1. things are super expensive when things sold are either PINK or RED..ROSES..FLOWERS..TEDDIES..HEART SHAPE THINGS..CUPIDS..and damn...CHOCOLATES..
okok…im a hypocrite..thank God BLogspot don’t charge my on valentine’s day coz my blog is PINK in colour…ROTFL..okok…im lame..lame//
anyway…yea…things like that are pricey…I don’t want to go out on valentines day because..
1. too many lovey dovey couples roamin around the streets..*shudders
2. annoying ppl trying to get u to buy tripled prices of roses..or flowers or whatsoever..its like “ta cheung” instead of empty handed, u end up with roses..lol…
3. when u eat…(DON’T EVER mess WITH MY APPETITE or food…for that matter..) things like couple set of whatever….argh…driving me insane
4. and ppl giving u stares when ur alone out in a café with a gd paperback notebook and ppl think ur being dump or the couple ppl will say to their partners..”oh look at the poor single gurl/guy..are u glad that you have me?”
and this time when they say that..i would imagine myslf..taking a very huge hard cover book that I was reading and then throw it directly at them..right SMACK at their face!!..THEN, then I would retrieve back my book and slowly make my way to where they were sitting (of course they would have ran away by then.. durhhh) to collect “my” expensive chocolates..heheheh… I’m doin them a favour since they would’nt have time eating them anyways(u know wat I mean..wink wink).. plus like my mom always say, “Don’t waste...
ok..my sis edited that (the paragraph above)
valentine's day is so overated nowadays..sigh, guys and gurls..hope that its not only valentine's day that ur relationship be flourish...i pray that it will last forever for all of you.. =)
don’t get me wrong..its just…repulsive for me..and I cant help myslf for being sarcastic…some frens even told me that I was jealous at heart or just felt bitter coz of my previous relationship..i cant just say no..but even this…it may be a grey area for me..maybe unconsciously..i am feeling those that my fren mentioned to me but at the same time I am still a girl..and yes..i stil want sumone who could do all those lil things for me…like by being a gentlemen in everything he do..
its not wrong to feel wanting to be romanced by guys..(yeas..gurls…im talking to you) but in my opinion..its good to keep things realistic..so to cushion the fall..last time..heck,even now..sumtimes I fantasize to much..lil things disappoints me..so I prefer to avoid things by taking things sarcasticly..but now..i wanna make improvements for the sake of my future love life and relationships…LOL..so im taking things slow…Step By Step.. =)
thank you ppl for giving me presents for my birthday..lol...sorry...yi peng...that gift of yours,,,is so useful and beautiful...! muaks,,,! and trish...LOvELY t shirt...!!!LOL,...love it just the same..remind me of u when i wear it...Xp
and..after my birthday..i still receive my present...lol...thanks for the Cookie monster, Maams! love u lots.XOXO..! now i would anytime soon buy cookies..wear my cookie monster t shirt and eat the cookies watching sesame street..LOL =)
and a lil shoutout to Chi Hong..thanks for the gift for valentine's day..it was sweet of you to give me although im abit freak out that u would actually buy sumthin for me..lol..it really comfort me like u do all the time..lol..remind me of u now everytime i go to sleep! *sweat,,,ahahaa although now my bed is not for me to sleep..but my pillows and teddies..lol..
those that i forgot to mention...im so sorry if i forgotten to mention.. Xp
Hm..to updated u people…on the first week of Chinese New Year.. my family and I went to Bangkok for a short trip..lol..Gosh…shopping paradise there…lol…now I have enough dresses…summer dresses for the whole yearrr…lol..and its so freakingly cheap. And nice…lol..anyway…its all fashion clothes..so I don’t mind..then now im back and im starting my new sem…more work..more stress..and I’ve gain weight!!!!!! Argh…so much for a holiday…now I need to pick up my momentum in maintaining my weight AND getting my butt back to sports…lazy for basketball dy? Sh*ttttttt….maybe I should swim this sem..lol..On Thursday…! JUST gurls only..lol…I cant ppl looking at my ‘tong minyak’ figure now…T_T its just to embarrassing…LOL
And bout valentine’s day…argh...i don’t know if some of you ever notice that…(sorry for those whom heard my rattling’s even two weeks before valentine’s day…lol..farrah..shi wei…alice…lol…and lots more)
1. things are super expensive when things sold are either PINK or RED..ROSES..FLOWERS..TEDDIES..HEART SHAPE THINGS..CUPIDS..and damn...CHOCOLATES..
okok…im a hypocrite..thank God BLogspot don’t charge my on valentine’s day coz my blog is PINK in colour…ROTFL..okok…im lame..lame//
anyway…yea…things like that are pricey…I don’t want to go out on valentines day because..
1. too many lovey dovey couples roamin around the streets..*shudders
2. annoying ppl trying to get u to buy tripled prices of roses..or flowers or whatsoever..its like “ta cheung” instead of empty handed, u end up with roses..lol…
3. when u eat…(DON’T EVER mess WITH MY APPETITE or food…for that matter..) things like couple set of whatever….argh…driving me insane
4. and ppl giving u stares when ur alone out in a café with a gd paperback notebook and ppl think ur being dump or the couple ppl will say to their partners..”oh look at the poor single gurl/guy..are u glad that you have me?”
and this time when they say that..i would imagine myslf..taking a very huge hard cover book that I was reading and then throw it directly at them..right SMACK at their face!!..THEN, then I would retrieve back my book and slowly make my way to where they were sitting (of course they would have ran away by then.. durhhh) to collect “my” expensive chocolates..heheheh… I’m doin them a favour since they would’nt have time eating them anyways(u know wat I mean..wink wink).. plus like my mom always say, “Don’t waste...
ok..my sis edited that (the paragraph above)
valentine's day is so overated nowadays..sigh, guys and gurls..hope that its not only valentine's day that ur relationship be flourish...i pray that it will last forever for all of you.. =)
don’t get me wrong..its just…repulsive for me..and I cant help myslf for being sarcastic…some frens even told me that I was jealous at heart or just felt bitter coz of my previous relationship..i cant just say no..but even this…it may be a grey area for me..maybe unconsciously..i am feeling those that my fren mentioned to me but at the same time I am still a girl..and yes..i stil want sumone who could do all those lil things for me…like by being a gentlemen in everything he do..
its not wrong to feel wanting to be romanced by guys..(yeas..gurls…im talking to you) but in my opinion..its good to keep things realistic..so to cushion the fall..last time..heck,even now..sumtimes I fantasize to much..lil things disappoints me..so I prefer to avoid things by taking things sarcasticly..but now..i wanna make improvements for the sake of my future love life and relationships…LOL..so im taking things slow…Step By Step.. =)
thank you ppl for giving me presents for my birthday..lol...sorry...yi peng...that gift of yours,,,is so useful and beautiful...! muaks,,,! and trish...LOvELY t shirt...!!!LOL,...love it just the same..remind me of u when i wear it...Xp
and..after my birthday..i still receive my present...lol...thanks for the Cookie monster, Maams! love u lots.XOXO..! now i would anytime soon buy cookies..wear my cookie monster t shirt and eat the cookies watching sesame street..LOL =)
and a lil shoutout to Chi Hong..thanks for the gift for valentine's day..it was sweet of you to give me although im abit freak out that u would actually buy sumthin for me..lol..it really comfort me like u do all the time..lol..remind me of u now everytime i go to sleep! *sweat,,,ahahaa although now my bed is not for me to sleep..but my pillows and teddies..lol..
those that i forgot to mention...im so sorry if i forgotten to mention.. Xp
maison..again.
Yesterday, I went clubbing with my SKTS classmates..and there’s so many unexpected things happened.supposingly three gurls supposed to make it..but it didn’t happened..so I end up with 8 guys and one gurl. Yes, me. but thank God, Mel got to make it last minute but even its for a while but I still can chat with her! Xp thanks darl! Had dinner with my mum, sis and wayne’s mum and him. Super full dinner then when back home to change, hock ann came b4 that then we went with wayne’s car. Met Eu jin at shell and everyone’s ready to go. we reach there bout 11pm then got ourselves a table later. So all together was..eu jin, wayne, hock ann, sean, ivan, surenjay, lee, chen and me.
Met two new frens, surenjay’s fren from SAB, lee and chen..haha..they just come here and drink..lol..but after full of booze..chen went wild..lol..sad sad boy with a case of alcohol intolerant…xp dance the whole nite..drink..i drank more than I should but surprisingly im not tipsy that nite..n I saw many things.
Gurls dancing..(if u call it dancing)..guys ‘fishing’..all I did mostly was drink..i drank n drank and my guy frens..(sorry wayne and hock ann) they controlled my drinking…well..thats a gd thing..they will go..”heyhey! pei wern..not too much..!” well..they don’t really understand..or maybe they do if I’ve explained to them..but then again..its not an excuse to drink out of emotion. I was feeling quite emo that nite. Being the only gurls and my guy frens were out ‘fishing’..dont blame them though..afterall they’re guys.While drinking..i was observing the couple opposite me was dancing..more like the gurl was clinging to the guy desperately..lol..she was totally drunk and full of lust..lol..well..the guy caught me looking at them a couple of times..and I did not even advert my gaze when he looked at me..lol..i just stare..coz I mean..that gurl was seriously..desperate..grinding,…and dry humpin that guy..LOL..and I was telling it to chen..even he was turn off by it.lol//
That nite..guys approach me offering ciggies, booze..trying to start a conversation..but later they don’t dare anymore cause my forehead reads..” I’m single but im NOT available..”well that suits me well enough..there’s one guy..he approached me and say “ hey gurl..ur not here to just sit here and drink rite? At least have a ciggie in ur hand..” I looked at him and laugh. He thought I was drunk..i was laughin coz I NEED to have a ciggie…just to look cool? That’s ridiculous..he approached me a few times..then later he got tired.and never did again. That did him good.
Later..me n lee n surenjay hit on the dance floor trying to make use of the time..and to stop me from drinking. It was packed like mad? Sigh..lol..haha.. to be in the mood..my frens surround me while we dance to prevent me from being accidentally molested coz we’re near the dance floor. Until duno what happened..i start dancing with lee and it was…weird..i cant help feeling guilty about sumthin..while his hands were on my waist..sumthin invaded my mind..him. wishing that he was there with me that nite..i thought of him..of all people for Pete’s sake. Clearly lee was not really into me and I was not really into him..cause..i don’t really know him? We’re in a club? We just dance and it was just carnal flesh with boundaries. I kept distance..i didn’t do anything that I regretted..just dance. But,. technically , I am SINGLE, my physical body accept that im actually single and free to do anything with boundaries..but damn..my mind and emotion couldn’t accept that I am indeed SINGLE already. I hate it when it comes to that. I also conveniently check for my fren, chi hong’s on whether he got sms me or not.i got used to him smsing me bout lil stuffs like “take care” and all that..but that nite..haha..none. I guess he’s tired doin that anymore coz sumtimes I take things for granted..im sorry dude..i really appreciate you. I guess I was a lousy fren..arent I?
After everything…bout 2.37am..i went out of the club with suren..i need fresh air!lol…then met sean n chen…outside..lol…chen is clearly drunk. And he puked..twice..hahaahaha…lamer..!lol! Sean with a splitting headache..lol..among them..i was alrite..lol..suren was okey too. Then wait for wayne..and others to come out..waited for ivan the last one..LOL.. we were thinking of leaving him dy..LOL..(noo…jk…don read this then dun wanna take us go teluk gong or bak kut teh!)lol..will drop by to klang and have a Buddy day out! U’ve promise me!!!lol..*_*
But sumthin happened..while we were on our way back home…hock ann lost his wallet..so we went back to take it..but yea..it was not there anymore. It was sad..cheer up hock ann. Im sorry that it happened that way. It was three sumthin..when we head back to maison..and there’s puke everywhere..lol..this one gurl..was so drunk..she couldn’t walk, she was carried away by her boifren or guy fren across the street..sweat..hardcore betul. So me n sean waited outside..then later head back to the car after unfruitful search..before that there’s this drunkard driver driving..thank God..sean was there quick enough to pull me away from the vehicle..it was not a close shave but I really thank God for sean for doin that. And he was always waiting for me. And my guy frens were really sweet asking if my feet hurt from high heels. Haha…sean! Ur a A-list for boyfren material..i’ll advertise you in my blog! No worries..lol.. Xp who else? Wayne yau ma? Surenjay? Hock ann..? I advertise u all..but I want commission!lol..as in MoNey..lol
Wayne…drove just to fast. I’ll hit u again if u drive that fast with me in the car! And im sh*t serious. Anyway..we reach back home road block free..and I reach home at 4.05am. that was it…oh yea..i met Matthew Yeo, and one of EX skts senior and Pess senior and Zhen kai. That’s bout it..my blow to blow account of skts maison gathering..or..a Guy’s nite out at maisons.
Surenjay, and Wayne..a big thank you to u for being my Bodyguards for the nite!lol…and accompanying me everywhere inside maison.(actually…sean and hock ann aso..ur all my lou yaus..LOL..ivan as usual…sesat! fishing until duno how to come back..LOL..eu jin..stop by once in a while.yeayea…chick chick chick. Ronald, tai wern! Come la next time! wanna c ur ‘cat’ face on how u guys act in clubs..seen the rest but not urs! =) Next time…GURLfrens please. You will make my clubbing nites more happening…Mel, Merie, Yi-Peng, Trish..MUAKS.. darls..want to see you all real soon! Better still…go sumwhere else..like bars..if u want alcohol and a place to talk! =) *hints hints…next stop! Strip poker SKTS at Eu jin’s house for CNY!!lol…JK la…but we will crash your place!
Met two new frens, surenjay’s fren from SAB, lee and chen..haha..they just come here and drink..lol..but after full of booze..chen went wild..lol..sad sad boy with a case of alcohol intolerant…xp dance the whole nite..drink..i drank more than I should but surprisingly im not tipsy that nite..n I saw many things.
Gurls dancing..(if u call it dancing)..guys ‘fishing’..all I did mostly was drink..i drank n drank and my guy frens..(sorry wayne and hock ann) they controlled my drinking…well..thats a gd thing..they will go..”heyhey! pei wern..not too much..!” well..they don’t really understand..or maybe they do if I’ve explained to them..but then again..its not an excuse to drink out of emotion. I was feeling quite emo that nite. Being the only gurls and my guy frens were out ‘fishing’..dont blame them though..afterall they’re guys.While drinking..i was observing the couple opposite me was dancing..more like the gurl was clinging to the guy desperately..lol..she was totally drunk and full of lust..lol..well..the guy caught me looking at them a couple of times..and I did not even advert my gaze when he looked at me..lol..i just stare..coz I mean..that gurl was seriously..desperate..grinding,…and dry humpin that guy..LOL..and I was telling it to chen..even he was turn off by it.lol//
That nite..guys approach me offering ciggies, booze..trying to start a conversation..but later they don’t dare anymore cause my forehead reads..” I’m single but im NOT available..”well that suits me well enough..there’s one guy..he approached me and say “ hey gurl..ur not here to just sit here and drink rite? At least have a ciggie in ur hand..” I looked at him and laugh. He thought I was drunk..i was laughin coz I NEED to have a ciggie…just to look cool? That’s ridiculous..he approached me a few times..then later he got tired.and never did again. That did him good.
Later..me n lee n surenjay hit on the dance floor trying to make use of the time..and to stop me from drinking. It was packed like mad? Sigh..lol..haha.. to be in the mood..my frens surround me while we dance to prevent me from being accidentally molested coz we’re near the dance floor. Until duno what happened..i start dancing with lee and it was…weird..i cant help feeling guilty about sumthin..while his hands were on my waist..sumthin invaded my mind..him. wishing that he was there with me that nite..i thought of him..of all people for Pete’s sake. Clearly lee was not really into me and I was not really into him..cause..i don’t really know him? We’re in a club? We just dance and it was just carnal flesh with boundaries. I kept distance..i didn’t do anything that I regretted..just dance. But,. technically , I am SINGLE, my physical body accept that im actually single and free to do anything with boundaries..but damn..my mind and emotion couldn’t accept that I am indeed SINGLE already. I hate it when it comes to that. I also conveniently check for my fren, chi hong’s on whether he got sms me or not.i got used to him smsing me bout lil stuffs like “take care” and all that..but that nite..haha..none. I guess he’s tired doin that anymore coz sumtimes I take things for granted..im sorry dude..i really appreciate you. I guess I was a lousy fren..arent I?
After everything…bout 2.37am..i went out of the club with suren..i need fresh air!lol…then met sean n chen…outside..lol…chen is clearly drunk. And he puked..twice..hahaahaha…lamer..!lol! Sean with a splitting headache..lol..among them..i was alrite..lol..suren was okey too. Then wait for wayne..and others to come out..waited for ivan the last one..LOL.. we were thinking of leaving him dy..LOL..(noo…jk…don read this then dun wanna take us go teluk gong or bak kut teh!)lol..will drop by to klang and have a Buddy day out! U’ve promise me!!!lol..*_*
But sumthin happened..while we were on our way back home…hock ann lost his wallet..so we went back to take it..but yea..it was not there anymore. It was sad..cheer up hock ann. Im sorry that it happened that way. It was three sumthin..when we head back to maison..and there’s puke everywhere..lol..this one gurl..was so drunk..she couldn’t walk, she was carried away by her boifren or guy fren across the street..sweat..hardcore betul. So me n sean waited outside..then later head back to the car after unfruitful search..before that there’s this drunkard driver driving..thank God..sean was there quick enough to pull me away from the vehicle..it was not a close shave but I really thank God for sean for doin that. And he was always waiting for me. And my guy frens were really sweet asking if my feet hurt from high heels. Haha…sean! Ur a A-list for boyfren material..i’ll advertise you in my blog! No worries..lol.. Xp who else? Wayne yau ma? Surenjay? Hock ann..? I advertise u all..but I want commission!lol..as in MoNey..lol
Wayne…drove just to fast. I’ll hit u again if u drive that fast with me in the car! And im sh*t serious. Anyway..we reach back home road block free..and I reach home at 4.05am. that was it…oh yea..i met Matthew Yeo, and one of EX skts senior and Pess senior and Zhen kai. That’s bout it..my blow to blow account of skts maison gathering..or..a Guy’s nite out at maisons.
Surenjay, and Wayne..a big thank you to u for being my Bodyguards for the nite!lol…and accompanying me everywhere inside maison.(actually…sean and hock ann aso..ur all my lou yaus..LOL..ivan as usual…sesat! fishing until duno how to come back..LOL..eu jin..stop by once in a while.yeayea…chick chick chick. Ronald, tai wern! Come la next time! wanna c ur ‘cat’ face on how u guys act in clubs..seen the rest but not urs! =) Next time…GURLfrens please. You will make my clubbing nites more happening…Mel, Merie, Yi-Peng, Trish..MUAKS.. darls..want to see you all real soon! Better still…go sumwhere else..like bars..if u want alcohol and a place to talk! =) *hints hints…next stop! Strip poker SKTS at Eu jin’s house for CNY!!lol…JK la…but we will crash your place!
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
reflections of my heart
Blind
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless
As you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry past so deep That even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Than you'll ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Than you'll ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go
*someone please wake me up?
making myself tired by goin back and forth to Nottingham for basketball practice..coz i dont want to think bout anything anymore..but the more i avoid..the more it comes back..maybe its nearing Valentine's day?ah.. heck with it.
take me away.
This time all I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
This time you burn me with your eyes
You see past all the lies
You take it all away
I've seen it all
And it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you
Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away
I try to make my way to you
But still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
I've seen it all
And it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you
Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away
Don't give up on me yet
Don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let
Me stay here alone
This time all I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
I've seen enough and it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you
Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away
Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away...
take me away Lord..to You.
*songs..by lifehouse.
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless
As you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry past so deep That even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Than you'll ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Than you'll ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go
*someone please wake me up?
making myself tired by goin back and forth to Nottingham for basketball practice..coz i dont want to think bout anything anymore..but the more i avoid..the more it comes back..maybe its nearing Valentine's day?ah.. heck with it.
take me away.
This time all I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
This time you burn me with your eyes
You see past all the lies
You take it all away
I've seen it all
And it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you
Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away
I try to make my way to you
But still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
I've seen it all
And it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you
Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away
Don't give up on me yet
Don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let
Me stay here alone
This time all I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
I've seen enough and it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you
Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away
Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away...
take me away Lord..to You.
*songs..by lifehouse.
Monday, January 28, 2008
Naked
different age gaps..different race..different religion..different status/backgrounds..catalyst for "the top 4 reasons that made ppl break up that relationship."
sounds familliar?
human love cant really accept all this mention anyway..
cause..we're not perfect and we're not capable of loving to its optimum entirely..
boyfriends,husbands, although we love you..but there's always sumthin that we dont like about in a person..im sure the guys would feel the same thing too. cause we're all humans?
how can a person stay with that special person for the rest of their lives? my older friends are now talking bout marriage..at what age they think would be the best to get married.when i heard all that...truth to be revealed..im scared.
its like...wow...this age people really thinking bout it? its too scary to even think bout it..what...in a few years, i would get a wedding invitation..that is when i would just freak out. in about 8 years from now..i think i would receive that from my very good fren...lol...(haha..if ur reading this...just laugh it off =) haha) thats what she said..but her guy wants it earlier..so..lol...we'll see.. =) may God bless and SUSTAIN this union between u and him..<3
well,for me. staying single now is super alrite with me..although its yes..i admit..quite alone sumtimes..but its not a reason to get involve with someone right now..i may unconciously get to close with a guy when im single..and if he's single.( i wont ever get with a TAKEN guy, not ever i pray to God i wont)so..i apologise if im sending any signals to anyone that i dont mean. just dont get with me?..u'll end up hurting urself..cause im not sure if..i am capable of loving someone. "love something, and you'll end up getting hurt"
yea..it may seem that im selfish..to not let myself get hurt from anyone. but why there are tears in my eyes right now from the moment i start to type this? im scared, scared of getting into a mess again. my heart was shattered before, can it be healed again? why would guys want a shattered heart instead of a new one?
im scared that i cant love the person enough for him to feel it.
im scared that im not capable to accept the love that he has for me.
im scared that i will fail to assure him that i love him.
there, those things that i cant bear to tell anyone, including him.things ive been hiding all these from people..afraid whether ppl will view me as a paranoid idiot. why do i write this then? i just need help..to overcome all this..oh Lord..Jehovah raffah..my healer.
frens say i think too much..one says i think too far..hahaha...help?
im not writing this for anyone's symphathy..to some people, this particular post maybe oh too dramatic for u guys..im sorry but this is how i feel.
sounds familliar?
human love cant really accept all this mention anyway..
cause..we're not perfect and we're not capable of loving to its optimum entirely..
boyfriends,husbands, although we love you..but there's always sumthin that we dont like about in a person..im sure the guys would feel the same thing too. cause we're all humans?
how can a person stay with that special person for the rest of their lives? my older friends are now talking bout marriage..at what age they think would be the best to get married.when i heard all that...truth to be revealed..im scared.
its like...wow...this age people really thinking bout it? its too scary to even think bout it..what...in a few years, i would get a wedding invitation..that is when i would just freak out. in about 8 years from now..i think i would receive that from my very good fren...lol...(haha..if ur reading this...just laugh it off =) haha) thats what she said..but her guy wants it earlier..so..lol...we'll see.. =) may God bless and SUSTAIN this union between u and him..<3
well,for me. staying single now is super alrite with me..although its yes..i admit..quite alone sumtimes..but its not a reason to get involve with someone right now..i may unconciously get to close with a guy when im single..and if he's single.( i wont ever get with a TAKEN guy, not ever i pray to God i wont)so..i apologise if im sending any signals to anyone that i dont mean. just dont get with me?..u'll end up hurting urself..cause im not sure if..i am capable of loving someone. "love something, and you'll end up getting hurt"
yea..it may seem that im selfish..to not let myself get hurt from anyone. but why there are tears in my eyes right now from the moment i start to type this? im scared, scared of getting into a mess again. my heart was shattered before, can it be healed again? why would guys want a shattered heart instead of a new one?
im scared that i cant love the person enough for him to feel it.
im scared that im not capable to accept the love that he has for me.
im scared that i will fail to assure him that i love him.
there, those things that i cant bear to tell anyone, including him.things ive been hiding all these from people..afraid whether ppl will view me as a paranoid idiot. why do i write this then? i just need help..to overcome all this..oh Lord..Jehovah raffah..my healer.
frens say i think too much..one says i think too far..hahaha...help?
im not writing this for anyone's symphathy..to some people, this particular post maybe oh too dramatic for u guys..im sorry but this is how i feel.
Monday, January 21, 2008
the "V" question.
i've just finished watchin this korean drama series ( one pf the episode) coz im free and have nothin much to do..and damn.lol
i've forgotten the title but it start at 11.15pm and ends at 12.15am. at the korean channel on Astro.(man...im hook to their shows and all)lol
its a story bout this gurl last time during college she stayed with a guy. im not clear whether they're engage in a r/ship or not (hey,ive only watch one episode of it laaaa) but then later when she worked she met this guy then got married. she got pregnant with the husband then it was all happy family...NOT. apparently the Parents of the Guy that she got married too knew her past bout staying with a guy for two years without marrying. the MOm in law of the gurl..(head of the family) was FURIOUS. to the point of not having the pregnant gurl get kicked out from the house, the gurl's dad have to beg for forgiveness..on behalf of the daughter.
so..this and that..the family was in turmoil and all. should see how she treated her including the dad in law. once the mother in law came back early from work..( the gurl wasnt allow to eat with them) so the dad in law have to put rice including the other veggies and all into a mixing bowl. and ask her to stay upstairs and eat. they treat her like a dog. thats very inhuman,...i know the guys reading this would say its just a drama..but i cant help feeling very bad for this gurl. come on..she's pregnant..give her a break.
the point is not really bout the drama..its bout how asians really value virginity..especially in gurls..hm, regardless of religion now. its so scary that its just past..every already happened. if she really had sexual relationship with the roomate during her college years..its already past. the husband also accepted the fact that she is indeed was not a virgin anymore (lets say if she did) i duno...i suddenly have the urge to talk bout this..based biblical views..yes. she slept with sumone b4. and if she repent and all..God recovers her, healed her past wounds and all. she's a new creation..!
hm..lets say this thing happens in real life..hey..its not a taboo already. i knew a couple of ppl..experience it.its their freedom of choice. anyway..if anything goes wrong i hope both parties would be responsible for it. especially when it involves a third party..like a baby>? listen guys..if u really want to do it with anybody, condom please. and tips..dont try to use two condoms together..LOL. u think its more safe? think again. two rubber material rubbing together..cause friction..tear much faster. *gulp disaster.LOL/ remember that.
anyway,yes..its modern now..ppl care less bout all these stuffs but. i dun wanna sound hy[pocrite and all that. i make a pledge on sex before marriage.but i wont condemn anyone who did it b4 or wadever..just be responsible. (and tell me bout it)lol..learning 1st hand. sounds icky, but yea.
*haha...if i've offended anyone outhere readin this...im sorry..
*ji eun..is all this mention just now bout the korean culture just only happens in the dramas or also in real life..?nid to shed sum light to it..LOL/ Xp
i've forgotten the title but it start at 11.15pm and ends at 12.15am. at the korean channel on Astro.(man...im hook to their shows and all)lol
its a story bout this gurl last time during college she stayed with a guy. im not clear whether they're engage in a r/ship or not (hey,ive only watch one episode of it laaaa) but then later when she worked she met this guy then got married. she got pregnant with the husband then it was all happy family...NOT. apparently the Parents of the Guy that she got married too knew her past bout staying with a guy for two years without marrying. the MOm in law of the gurl..(head of the family) was FURIOUS. to the point of not having the pregnant gurl get kicked out from the house, the gurl's dad have to beg for forgiveness..on behalf of the daughter.
so..this and that..the family was in turmoil and all. should see how she treated her including the dad in law. once the mother in law came back early from work..( the gurl wasnt allow to eat with them) so the dad in law have to put rice including the other veggies and all into a mixing bowl. and ask her to stay upstairs and eat. they treat her like a dog. thats very inhuman,...i know the guys reading this would say its just a drama..but i cant help feeling very bad for this gurl. come on..she's pregnant..give her a break.
the point is not really bout the drama..its bout how asians really value virginity..especially in gurls..hm, regardless of religion now. its so scary that its just past..every already happened. if she really had sexual relationship with the roomate during her college years..its already past. the husband also accepted the fact that she is indeed was not a virgin anymore (lets say if she did) i duno...i suddenly have the urge to talk bout this..based biblical views..yes. she slept with sumone b4. and if she repent and all..God recovers her, healed her past wounds and all. she's a new creation..!
hm..lets say this thing happens in real life..hey..its not a taboo already. i knew a couple of ppl..experience it.its their freedom of choice. anyway..if anything goes wrong i hope both parties would be responsible for it. especially when it involves a third party..like a baby>? listen guys..if u really want to do it with anybody, condom please. and tips..dont try to use two condoms together..LOL. u think its more safe? think again. two rubber material rubbing together..cause friction..tear much faster. *gulp disaster.LOL/ remember that.
anyway,yes..its modern now..ppl care less bout all these stuffs but. i dun wanna sound hy[pocrite and all that. i make a pledge on sex before marriage.but i wont condemn anyone who did it b4 or wadever..just be responsible. (and tell me bout it)lol..learning 1st hand. sounds icky, but yea.
*haha...if i've offended anyone outhere readin this...im sorry..
*ji eun..is all this mention just now bout the korean culture just only happens in the dramas or also in real life..?nid to shed sum light to it..LOL/ Xp
Sunday, January 20, 2008
lil kids plus one
haha...went to church as usual this sunday.
skip sermon and was looking after the sunday skool kids..this time..plenty of my gang escape lol..then i shal tell u an incident on 'the effects of letting ur kids expose to Mun Yee.'
haha...they will have uncontrolable laughters.
everytime she speaks/ no matter on wad topic..the kids (age 11 and below) would seriously laugh at everything she says..including us also la..lol
and there's this kid,3 years old Joseph..lol..the result of having three older brothers really scary..LOL..he can sing "sexyback,yeaH" and "apologize song" haha..he's so fascinated with mun yee coz she always talk with british accent and sumtimes german just for the fun of it.
she taught him the word ''bullocks'' hahaha...seriously, and the kid was like shouting on top of his lungs.."BULLOCKS" everywhere he went..lol..when he spilled water, we ask him wad should he say..(should say sorry rite?) no wad he ans all of us? he sang..."its too late to apologize..too laaateeee" then was laughing and mun yee teached him to say, " opps i did it again!" and he did..and everybody just laugh at that.
she muttered the word "fuck" then the kids heard it..then they were laughing and telling me that they heard her say..and she was like.."nOoo..i've said FARRRRRrrrr" and they all laugh again..kids are so easily entertained..lol
another thing was when she was explaining bout NAzis to a fren of min..(20 yrs old) lil joseph ran up to her and sitting on a chair next to her, he look at her with facination as her expression is so funny..all the time..LOL ( dun HIT me when u read this!lol) the lil kid wit so much of innocence actually poke her face with his finger. and my fren did not stop or anything just turned and said to him, "yes dear, i am talking" without removing the kids finger and cont talking..the scene sound weird but if u were there u would laugh coz of the kids innocence and the 26 year old gurl.
she teach the poor kid another word..sum word in german that means "im your leader" and ask him to call her that..lol..and he did..lol..she was silently laughing and muttered "i've spawn brats"..lol...another typical sunday.
its good to expose kids in a way..lol..but this way is way funny..i cant describe it..u have to be there to witness their facial expressions and all..damn funny.
skip sermon and was looking after the sunday skool kids..this time..plenty of my gang escape lol..then i shal tell u an incident on 'the effects of letting ur kids expose to Mun Yee.'
haha...they will have uncontrolable laughters.
everytime she speaks/ no matter on wad topic..the kids (age 11 and below) would seriously laugh at everything she says..including us also la..lol
and there's this kid,3 years old Joseph..lol..the result of having three older brothers really scary..LOL..he can sing "sexyback,yeaH" and "apologize song" haha..he's so fascinated with mun yee coz she always talk with british accent and sumtimes german just for the fun of it.
she taught him the word ''bullocks'' hahaha...seriously, and the kid was like shouting on top of his lungs.."BULLOCKS" everywhere he went..lol..when he spilled water, we ask him wad should he say..(should say sorry rite?) no wad he ans all of us? he sang..."its too late to apologize..too laaateeee" then was laughing and mun yee teached him to say, " opps i did it again!" and he did..and everybody just laugh at that.
she muttered the word "fuck" then the kids heard it..then they were laughing and telling me that they heard her say..and she was like.."nOoo..i've said FARRRRRrrrr" and they all laugh again..kids are so easily entertained..lol
another thing was when she was explaining bout NAzis to a fren of min..(20 yrs old) lil joseph ran up to her and sitting on a chair next to her, he look at her with facination as her expression is so funny..all the time..LOL ( dun HIT me when u read this!lol) the lil kid wit so much of innocence actually poke her face with his finger. and my fren did not stop or anything just turned and said to him, "yes dear, i am talking" without removing the kids finger and cont talking..the scene sound weird but if u were there u would laugh coz of the kids innocence and the 26 year old gurl.
she teach the poor kid another word..sum word in german that means "im your leader" and ask him to call her that..lol..and he did..lol..she was silently laughing and muttered "i've spawn brats"..lol...another typical sunday.
its good to expose kids in a way..lol..but this way is way funny..i cant describe it..u have to be there to witness their facial expressions and all..damn funny.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Concern
hm..looks like alot of people is feelin unwell these couple of days.
i just spoke to a fren online..as i dint c her for quite sum time in uni..apparently she was sick. gastric n heartburn cause by bacteria and she had a scope today. its scary to see a camera stuck dwn to ur throat till it reach ur stomach to see whats wrong wit it.
reminds me, when i was young i used to have eating disorder. frens that knew me long enuf would have seen me sufferin from it since primary skool. i was a scrawny kid but ppl used to admire how skinny i am when i moved on to highskool when it was a trend to have skinny bodies.
actual fact..its so painful that i cant even eat anything. most of the time i live on bread n cereals..or granola bars..i cant eat alot..oni minimal ammount of food at a time to prevent me from having heartburn and all. it got better when i grew up.so her condition really reminded me of my own..
my grandmother is sick too. she's suffering from sumthin that has to do with her bones. i remember when i was young she fell from a mango tree in her house..so i think everythings coming back since she's old. im having exam so cant go back to pahang and visit her. the last time i saw her she was in GOmbak in my aunt's hse. im so afraid. that time when i saw her..guess wad she asked me..lol..ask me to find a good husband and get married (at 19?!) anyway..when she was 19 she already gave birth to two kids..my older aunts..that thought freaked me out..seriously..lol.the wasy she told me was funny..she ask me n my sis too..then she hum out a tune..* i tot wad was that and ask my mum..my mum laugh and say she(my grandma) wants to see u wearing that wedding gown..and all. i was totally shocked by it. it seems to her that 19 is the age to get married. *shudders..cant blame her..i know.
i receive a shocking news from my uni frens too, that one of our frens had contracted a dangerous disease..out of privacy, just cant tell u all what's that..but he's doin treatment..sigh..he's just 18..Lord.why?
i went on9 to blog abit then what attracted me was one of my fren's nickname n personal msg wrote.."wanna try dyin once?" another one was.."sumbody please come and kill me" well..it may seem harmless but my reaction at the time was..why?
does anyone feel that life seems to lost its value by these ppl thinkin that life is worthless? dont get me wrong..i did think of it once a few times but i was always pulled back by the thoughts of...
do u think u own ur own life? no. GOd created u from earth. u do not belong to urslf. u belong to GOD. the only one hu can take away ur life from this earth is GOd.
YOU have a purpose in this life. our life is like a drip in a vast lake..even a tiny drop could make a ripple.
YOUR life affect someone even without ur knowing.
YOUR life could save another life.
YOUR life could bring another life in this world.
YOUR life is worth to LIVE.
live it with LOVE, and live it RIGHT. coz u'll nvr know when ur work is done here on earth.
god bless, people..
will keep you all in prayers,
love,
wern.
i just spoke to a fren online..as i dint c her for quite sum time in uni..apparently she was sick. gastric n heartburn cause by bacteria and she had a scope today. its scary to see a camera stuck dwn to ur throat till it reach ur stomach to see whats wrong wit it.
reminds me, when i was young i used to have eating disorder. frens that knew me long enuf would have seen me sufferin from it since primary skool. i was a scrawny kid but ppl used to admire how skinny i am when i moved on to highskool when it was a trend to have skinny bodies.
actual fact..its so painful that i cant even eat anything. most of the time i live on bread n cereals..or granola bars..i cant eat alot..oni minimal ammount of food at a time to prevent me from having heartburn and all. it got better when i grew up.so her condition really reminded me of my own..
my grandmother is sick too. she's suffering from sumthin that has to do with her bones. i remember when i was young she fell from a mango tree in her house..so i think everythings coming back since she's old. im having exam so cant go back to pahang and visit her. the last time i saw her she was in GOmbak in my aunt's hse. im so afraid. that time when i saw her..guess wad she asked me..lol..ask me to find a good husband and get married (at 19?!) anyway..when she was 19 she already gave birth to two kids..my older aunts..that thought freaked me out..seriously..lol.the wasy she told me was funny..she ask me n my sis too..then she hum out a tune..* i tot wad was that and ask my mum..my mum laugh and say she(my grandma) wants to see u wearing that wedding gown..and all. i was totally shocked by it. it seems to her that 19 is the age to get married. *shudders..cant blame her..i know.
i receive a shocking news from my uni frens too, that one of our frens had contracted a dangerous disease..out of privacy, just cant tell u all what's that..but he's doin treatment..sigh..he's just 18..Lord.why?
i went on9 to blog abit then what attracted me was one of my fren's nickname n personal msg wrote.."wanna try dyin once?" another one was.."sumbody please come and kill me" well..it may seem harmless but my reaction at the time was..why?
does anyone feel that life seems to lost its value by these ppl thinkin that life is worthless? dont get me wrong..i did think of it once a few times but i was always pulled back by the thoughts of...
do u think u own ur own life? no. GOd created u from earth. u do not belong to urslf. u belong to GOD. the only one hu can take away ur life from this earth is GOd.
YOU have a purpose in this life. our life is like a drip in a vast lake..even a tiny drop could make a ripple.
YOUR life affect someone even without ur knowing.
YOUR life could save another life.
YOUR life could bring another life in this world.
YOUR life is worth to LIVE.
live it with LOVE, and live it RIGHT. coz u'll nvr know when ur work is done here on earth.
god bless, people..
will keep you all in prayers,
love,
wern.
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
weird
few days ago..after a period of studying, Me,alice n kevin went to Metropoint for dinner. after reaching there..since's Alice is the youngest..(shut up kevin..i know im the oldest..LOL)she craved for Sushi..so we went to eat at Sushi King.
haha..the food is not exactly wad i wanna talk bout..but its the conversations that we had.
sumtimes three ppl can be a very nice number of ppl to chat with..it not to uneasy like two ppl chatting and we have just the right ammount of time to focus on each other.
not entirely related to that nite outing, it just triggered to think me that..
i dont know why, but i always kinda feel uncomfortable talkin to the person one on one. if i dont have any feelings towards that particular person, i would be very comfortable..i like to chat bout random stuffs. but if i have sumthin to do with the other person..i dont seem to opened up with that person. afraid to get hurt but the remarks..carefully guard my heart and what i want to say. is it normal? i dont know. i may have lots of things in my mind to talk bout to these people but sumtimes i dont know how to start. its ambarrassing for me actually. ppl seem to view me as a outspoken gurl but when it comes to personal relationship with someone, i cant seem to function well in that particular area. i cant really express myslf without thinkin that the other person could hurt me in terms of words and all.
and those particular person or ppl would viewed me as not like them enuf or sumthin very random..like asking me whether if i ever like them or not or im just toying with their feelings. i m not but i cant bring myslf to tell them the truth bout me afraid of being one on one to a person. they would just..wad? laugh or mortified that i ever thought of that..
hm..just clearing sumthin out of my mind. cont to study ler..
im off.
haha..the food is not exactly wad i wanna talk bout..but its the conversations that we had.
sumtimes three ppl can be a very nice number of ppl to chat with..it not to uneasy like two ppl chatting and we have just the right ammount of time to focus on each other.
not entirely related to that nite outing, it just triggered to think me that..
i dont know why, but i always kinda feel uncomfortable talkin to the person one on one. if i dont have any feelings towards that particular person, i would be very comfortable..i like to chat bout random stuffs. but if i have sumthin to do with the other person..i dont seem to opened up with that person. afraid to get hurt but the remarks..carefully guard my heart and what i want to say. is it normal? i dont know. i may have lots of things in my mind to talk bout to these people but sumtimes i dont know how to start. its ambarrassing for me actually. ppl seem to view me as a outspoken gurl but when it comes to personal relationship with someone, i cant seem to function well in that particular area. i cant really express myslf without thinkin that the other person could hurt me in terms of words and all.
and those particular person or ppl would viewed me as not like them enuf or sumthin very random..like asking me whether if i ever like them or not or im just toying with their feelings. i m not but i cant bring myslf to tell them the truth bout me afraid of being one on one to a person. they would just..wad? laugh or mortified that i ever thought of that..
hm..just clearing sumthin out of my mind. cont to study ler..
im off.
Friday, January 4, 2008
intoxicated
haha...ok..im back.
just came back not long ago from my bday dinner. thanks for all the people that came..=) and too all those that sms me or email me or call me..! i fully appreciate it! ALL of u have made my 19th bday an awesome day..*smile
my day begins after 12am..which i was still on9ling then...LOL..thanks Caxton, for being the 1st one to call me, then Wayne..(im so bummed that u cant make it...T_T) haha..then came the flowing of smses..
i forgotten to switch my hp mode to silent..so halfway through the nite..i got sms ringing thru..and i could not sleep. i had breathin difficulty that nite..my asthma is coming back..coz i din exercise these two weeks..(now i noe why this excess FATS is hanging around my waist)and i sleep in air con room for too long..so that's why alex, even ur msg cant wake me up..coz im already wide awake earlier because of my condition..lol xp
then the sms and alarm rang..and i woke up..lie in abit..then went shower brush teeth..put on dress and wait for Eu Jin to pick me up. he arrive in time..when to bkt bintang. walk in pavilion..went for lunch in TGIf..got a monstrous lunch there, haha...Eu Jin stuffed his face with burger and i got myslf a pasta. remind myslf to drink drinks that can be refilled free next time..LOL. wait for Merie, came ordered ChoCOlate MOcha MUD PIE...wow...amazingly crazy..LOL..nice one.deliciously crazy but very 'jelak'then Eu Jin went off to pick up Mui Mui..(man..u owe me one eujin) then merie n i went to Borders..! i saw my fav HOwl's moving CAstle draft book! fabulous..its a browsing copy..and it cost around rm 120..hmm...im saving for it..very nice for my collection..so far i have Final Fantasty X..and 3x3 EYES..hmm.then it rain and all..when to LOT 10 meet Yi peng n Jez.
we wanted to go the place by taxi..but the bloody taxis charged us RM5 PER person..yes...i did not make a typing error, RM 5 PER PERSON(we have 4 ppl) imagine...CHANGKAT bkt BINTang..10 mins drive ONLY..RM20..no way..so..4 of us..BRAVE lil Gurls..with high heels..walk from LOT 10 to BAAN26 with HEELS and NO umbrellas..I repeat..HIGh HEELS..lol..that brave huh.*sweat..only gurls noe bout this how painful it is..LOL but inthe end..we did arrive..MUn yEE was the 1st one to arrive..LOL yes..despite the JAM.we had the whole floor to urselves tonite...
everbody came..Cax taking pics..we gather ..eat..then only the guys came..hmm..coz of alex..anyway..we had a great time with ice cream cake..LOL and beer..lol.and it went great..love the people that im with..love the admosphere..love the food..everything..despite Mic keep hogging the limelight,..LOL. then we depart. Mun YEe, my sis, brandon, murphyand jez went to Tiffin Bay, Starhill..the cocktails not as good as Luna Bar..but the jazz songs is not bad...love the setting..it reminds me of MAd Hatter's Tea party with the teapot lamps..=)Jez later went with Tim to watch late nite movie..Aww. we cont staying there to wait for mun yee to fetch pui yee's fren home in Ampang..she must had drove really FAST..lol..i had Beer in the rest before then i ordered Singapore SLing..ok..thats the last time im ordering that..its not that nice for my taste la. then my sis opt for a safer choice..'Sex on the Beach'..why is it called like that because originally the drink is blue..and it taste really good..so..it was named after the feeling like u've just had sex on the beach..*yea i noe..sweat.. then some may be 'Sex on the forest'..which is ..yea..the drink is green in colour.lol..then when im stable enuf..im gonna try Tequila Shots..lol..and im gonna do all kinda shots they have..LOL..get ready.
the place is really nice n i really like it..i love to just sit there alone a drink. seriously..it sounds dangerous..but..eya. i wont do it..unless there's ppl driving me home..(known ppl )1st bar..LUna Bar..2nd..is TIFFIN baY..hmm...i dont like to go clubbin that much..but i love srinkin in bars..i dont mind with abit of house music.hm..looks like a typical day..but i love it..wont forget it..LOL..
yea..i've opened all my presents...!just abit shout out to them..lol
MERISSA, thanks for the DALmation Notebook..LOL..make me feel like CRUELA DE VIL..lol
MICHAEL, thanks for the FAncy socks..LOL..reminds me not to have COld feet during SHOOTins..lol thanks
ASHlEY n ELIZABETH, thanks for the MnMs and chockies..JUst in time for EXams..and i nid those CHOCOLAtes..LOL
BRANDON, thanks for the esprit towels..! i can use n think bout u..LOL
SONIA & SIEW LING, thanks for the great eyeshadows..! thats what i nid for my nite out!
JEZAMINE, thanks for the book..i will read it and learn to CAPTIVATE myslf..LOL
JOANNE, the key to ur heart or mine? lol..thanks..=)
others..thanks for really making it to my bday dinner =)
to all of YOU..my frens..u've just made my 19th bday a memorable one. thanks!
love u and take care..!
im off..gnite.
just came back not long ago from my bday dinner. thanks for all the people that came..=) and too all those that sms me or email me or call me..! i fully appreciate it! ALL of u have made my 19th bday an awesome day..*smile
my day begins after 12am..which i was still on9ling then...LOL..thanks Caxton, for being the 1st one to call me, then Wayne..(im so bummed that u cant make it...T_T) haha..then came the flowing of smses..
i forgotten to switch my hp mode to silent..so halfway through the nite..i got sms ringing thru..and i could not sleep. i had breathin difficulty that nite..my asthma is coming back..coz i din exercise these two weeks..(now i noe why this excess FATS is hanging around my waist)and i sleep in air con room for too long..so that's why alex, even ur msg cant wake me up..coz im already wide awake earlier because of my condition..lol xp
then the sms and alarm rang..and i woke up..lie in abit..then went shower brush teeth..put on dress and wait for Eu Jin to pick me up. he arrive in time..when to bkt bintang. walk in pavilion..went for lunch in TGIf..got a monstrous lunch there, haha...Eu Jin stuffed his face with burger and i got myslf a pasta. remind myslf to drink drinks that can be refilled free next time..LOL. wait for Merie, came ordered ChoCOlate MOcha MUD PIE...wow...amazingly crazy..LOL..nice one.deliciously crazy but very 'jelak'then Eu Jin went off to pick up Mui Mui..(man..u owe me one eujin) then merie n i went to Borders..! i saw my fav HOwl's moving CAstle draft book! fabulous..its a browsing copy..and it cost around rm 120..hmm...im saving for it..very nice for my collection..so far i have Final Fantasty X..and 3x3 EYES..hmm.then it rain and all..when to LOT 10 meet Yi peng n Jez.
we wanted to go the place by taxi..but the bloody taxis charged us RM5 PER person..yes...i did not make a typing error, RM 5 PER PERSON(we have 4 ppl) imagine...CHANGKAT bkt BINTang..10 mins drive ONLY..RM20..no way..so..4 of us..BRAVE lil Gurls..with high heels..walk from LOT 10 to BAAN26 with HEELS and NO umbrellas..I repeat..HIGh HEELS..lol..that brave huh.*sweat..only gurls noe bout this how painful it is..LOL but inthe end..we did arrive..MUn yEE was the 1st one to arrive..LOL yes..despite the JAM.we had the whole floor to urselves tonite...
everbody came..Cax taking pics..we gather ..eat..then only the guys came..hmm..coz of alex..anyway..we had a great time with ice cream cake..LOL and beer..lol.and it went great..love the people that im with..love the admosphere..love the food..everything..despite Mic keep hogging the limelight,..LOL. then we depart. Mun YEe, my sis, brandon, murphyand jez went to Tiffin Bay, Starhill..the cocktails not as good as Luna Bar..but the jazz songs is not bad...love the setting..it reminds me of MAd Hatter's Tea party with the teapot lamps..=)Jez later went with Tim to watch late nite movie..Aww. we cont staying there to wait for mun yee to fetch pui yee's fren home in Ampang..she must had drove really FAST..lol..i had Beer in the rest before then i ordered Singapore SLing..ok..thats the last time im ordering that..its not that nice for my taste la. then my sis opt for a safer choice..'Sex on the Beach'..why is it called like that because originally the drink is blue..and it taste really good..so..it was named after the feeling like u've just had sex on the beach..*yea i noe..sweat.. then some may be 'Sex on the forest'..which is ..yea..the drink is green in colour.lol..then when im stable enuf..im gonna try Tequila Shots..lol..and im gonna do all kinda shots they have..LOL..get ready.
the place is really nice n i really like it..i love to just sit there alone a drink. seriously..it sounds dangerous..but..eya. i wont do it..unless there's ppl driving me home..(known ppl )1st bar..LUna Bar..2nd..is TIFFIN baY..hmm...i dont like to go clubbin that much..but i love srinkin in bars..i dont mind with abit of house music.hm..looks like a typical day..but i love it..wont forget it..LOL..
yea..i've opened all my presents...!just abit shout out to them..lol
MERISSA, thanks for the DALmation Notebook..LOL..make me feel like CRUELA DE VIL..lol
MICHAEL, thanks for the FAncy socks..LOL..reminds me not to have COld feet during SHOOTins..lol thanks
ASHlEY n ELIZABETH, thanks for the MnMs and chockies..JUst in time for EXams..and i nid those CHOCOLAtes..LOL
BRANDON, thanks for the esprit towels..! i can use n think bout u..LOL
SONIA & SIEW LING, thanks for the great eyeshadows..! thats what i nid for my nite out!
JEZAMINE, thanks for the book..i will read it and learn to CAPTIVATE myslf..LOL
JOANNE, the key to ur heart or mine? lol..thanks..=)
others..thanks for really making it to my bday dinner =)
to all of YOU..my frens..u've just made my 19th bday a memorable one. thanks!
love u and take care..!
im off..gnite.
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