i'm starting to feel dumber n dumber by the minute..(the syllabus din not help but amplified it more.) there is so much to be done. but so lil time..i felt that the time is flying so fast, im just trying to grab the end of it. hanging on to dear life..( imagine it..its funny)
now im having my break from my classes, frens went to eat, but i nid to settle sum stuffs regarding about my INteractive Learning Barometer that suppsoe to measure my learning capabilities. well, ive submitted it earlier but i did not get my email to confirm my enrolment..so rite now..i couldnt do the survey, which the due date was so be today. >_< ive told my lecturer and he told me to try again, i did, but the mail still havent come yet. so im worried and im so damn frustrated. still waiting for another class to start at 3pm then ends at 5pm. then later move on to frisbee Ultimate Hat league (din noe i play frisbee lehh...coz i noob) lol..anyway, then after that, dinner then bible study with my frens in tts5 then got worship practise.
monday is the most busiet day of the week...and some ppl say business school is sooo free..(dunoo hu leh?)
i still have to design a logo for my hall. and i dun have ideas! argh..why why why.. i had one but mun yee said that unless if i want to get sued, use that idea, app its too close with the nottingham's logo, so i have to think again.
i am still sick, and wei ern keep telling me that my body temperature is abnormal as i am abnormally warm and he kept suspecting that im having fever, but im too numb to even care or notice, until i end up in the clinic for blood test. my mum suspect that im having dengue fever..and wei ern suspect i have chikgugunya fever as i always felt really tired. ( i think its because i always sleep late) >_<
sigh..its almost time for class now. its been long i've ever written so long a blog entry. ( im practising for my upcoming Econs Assignments! LOL..2000 words...hmm..)
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Friday, March 20, 2009
depressed.
dunno why, i felt that my braincells are in comma mode these few weeks.
1. i felt that i talk like a bimbo lately.
no one deserve to hear what im talking about unless i would try to talk like a normal person.im serious..*sigh.
2. i felt that i cant describe in words how i feel.
(about anything) everything just went numb, like all my senses are gone.
3. i think im starting to feel depressed.
hahaha..
4. i felt inadequate.
my studies, my sports, my hobbies..lol
5. i miss my frens..alot.
so lil time, so many to meet up but couldnt have the chance because of my workload. the timing sucks too. sumore its towards the end of my semester for year 1 and i did not really study, i spend most of my time sleeping..>_<
1. i felt that i talk like a bimbo lately.
no one deserve to hear what im talking about unless i would try to talk like a normal person.im serious..*sigh.
2. i felt that i cant describe in words how i feel.
(about anything) everything just went numb, like all my senses are gone.
3. i think im starting to feel depressed.
hahaha..
4. i felt inadequate.
my studies, my sports, my hobbies..lol
5. i miss my frens..alot.
so lil time, so many to meet up but couldnt have the chance because of my workload. the timing sucks too. sumore its towards the end of my semester for year 1 and i did not really study, i spend most of my time sleeping..>_<
Monday, March 16, 2009
i seem to get back on track on loads of stuffs lately,
it happens when i start to fast again..God seems to reveal alot of things to me.
LOL, and oddly enough..its always food that tries to tempt me..lol...when im fasting its always..almost any type of food could tempt me..lol..
okies, back to the topic..
God revealed to me that there is a need among of my frens, so i felt the urge to pray n fast at the same time. it makes me felt more in touch to Him more than anything. i felt Him more closer to Him than ever, and the feeling it's great! =)
it prompt me to fast when i keep losing my ground, i keep focusing on the wrong things..until i used that to counter my own feelings..lol
after ive been dating this guy..lol.. i keep thinking about him.
i just couldnt comprehend this, human love is so fragile and intense,...what about God's love?
if i could think of him nite and day, and waiting for his msges, what about Him? willing to send his only son to die for all of us on the cross?
He's always waiting for us..to say that we love Him...lol...i dun know how to describe it, but the feeling's awesome.
okies, gotta work on my assignments! =)
it happens when i start to fast again..God seems to reveal alot of things to me.
LOL, and oddly enough..its always food that tries to tempt me..lol...when im fasting its always..almost any type of food could tempt me..lol..
okies, back to the topic..
God revealed to me that there is a need among of my frens, so i felt the urge to pray n fast at the same time. it makes me felt more in touch to Him more than anything. i felt Him more closer to Him than ever, and the feeling it's great! =)
it prompt me to fast when i keep losing my ground, i keep focusing on the wrong things..until i used that to counter my own feelings..lol
after ive been dating this guy..lol.. i keep thinking about him.
i just couldnt comprehend this, human love is so fragile and intense,...what about God's love?
if i could think of him nite and day, and waiting for his msges, what about Him? willing to send his only son to die for all of us on the cross?
He's always waiting for us..to say that we love Him...lol...i dun know how to describe it, but the feeling's awesome.
okies, gotta work on my assignments! =)
Saturday, March 7, 2009
screwed
haha..yesh.
alot of things happened, since i did not blog for a very long time..lol...
on 6th of march 2009, i got SUMMON-ed.
and it was 4.30am in the morning..LOL...after DoTa-ing in a local CC.
and its not compoundable. i have to be in court on april sumthin.lol
for what? driving in a opposite direction in a one way street. LOL.. lucky weh..lucky!
sigh..duno how to tell me dad.. =/
alot of things happened, since i did not blog for a very long time..lol...
on 6th of march 2009, i got SUMMON-ed.
and it was 4.30am in the morning..LOL...after DoTa-ing in a local CC.
and its not compoundable. i have to be in court on april sumthin.lol
for what? driving in a opposite direction in a one way street. LOL.. lucky weh..lucky!
sigh..duno how to tell me dad.. =/
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