different age gaps..different race..different religion..different status/backgrounds..catalyst for "the top 4 reasons that made ppl break up that relationship."
sounds familliar?
human love cant really accept all this mention anyway..
cause..we're not perfect and we're not capable of loving to its optimum entirely..
boyfriends,husbands, although we love you..but there's always sumthin that we dont like about in a person..im sure the guys would feel the same thing too. cause we're all humans?
how can a person stay with that special person for the rest of their lives? my older friends are now talking bout marriage..at what age they think would be the best to get married.when i heard all that...truth to be revealed..im scared.
its like...wow...this age people really thinking bout it? its too scary to even think bout it..what...in a few years, i would get a wedding invitation..that is when i would just freak out. in about 8 years from now..i think i would receive that from my very good fren...lol...(haha..if ur reading this...just laugh it off =) haha) thats what she said..but her guy wants it earlier..so..lol...we'll see.. =) may God bless and SUSTAIN this union between u and him..<3
well,for me. staying single now is super alrite with me..although its yes..i admit..quite alone sumtimes..but its not a reason to get involve with someone right now..i may unconciously get to close with a guy when im single..and if he's single.( i wont ever get with a TAKEN guy, not ever i pray to God i wont)so..i apologise if im sending any signals to anyone that i dont mean. just dont get with me?..u'll end up hurting urself..cause im not sure if..i am capable of loving someone. "love something, and you'll end up getting hurt"
yea..it may seem that im selfish..to not let myself get hurt from anyone. but why there are tears in my eyes right now from the moment i start to type this? im scared, scared of getting into a mess again. my heart was shattered before, can it be healed again? why would guys want a shattered heart instead of a new one?
im scared that i cant love the person enough for him to feel it.
im scared that im not capable to accept the love that he has for me.
im scared that i will fail to assure him that i love him.
there, those things that i cant bear to tell anyone, including him.things ive been hiding all these from people..afraid whether ppl will view me as a paranoid idiot. why do i write this then? i just need help..to overcome all this..oh Lord..Jehovah raffah..my healer.
frens say i think too much..one says i think too far..hahaha...help?
im not writing this for anyone's symphathy..to some people, this particular post maybe oh too dramatic for u guys..im sorry but this is how i feel.
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