Saturday, December 15, 2007

nah...just feeling crappy again.

my title of my post today kinda said it all. lol...

just crappy. worn out. confused. frusfrated.

if i keep on goin to be like this...

1. no friends
2. my age will speed up.
3. crazy
4. fall sick...AGAIN.

i think i need sum alcohol.
*laugh nervously..i wont.

u have this guy. he likes you. he cares for you. but...there's somethin missing. u think that ur not his type or vice versa. u feel attracted to this guy, but he has nothin to do with you. both have the important quality that u really want in a guy. then wad's with your ex? he's like..gone for 6 months. he wont..be coming back..Is he? Bugger...! he is NOT coming back..what part of it did u not understand?? thats why part of you dont want to commit. why?

1. u would make the wrong choices.
if u choose the 1st guy, he would GET really HURt.. really.

2. forget it..the second guy dont even care. he dont even noe that your actually falling for him. why are u putting yourslf in that situation where 90 percent ur goin to get rejected by him? and when do u even tell or ask? u always prefer that a guy would make the move 1st. n your NOT his type.

3. ur Ex? come onn!!! move on already..and why do u even reconsider as he's the one that dumped u 1st?

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